WTF!? Exactly how did this happen to your? How many hours on Twatter and Tumblr have you been spending? I'm autistic, but that doesn't mean I can't know about certain correlations between it and such mental states.
I've been thinking about my identity ever since when I was 15. Not because I was brainwashed into becoming a girl; rather, I didn't feel comfortable and line up with who I was.
Just to make it clear, my advice is to play around with your gender, expression, and how you identify. You don’t have to commit to anything that doesn’t work.
Just ignore x65943 on what he says, just experiment with your gender and how you identify like @The Catboy mentioned. You don't have to force yourself.
We spend too much of our life trying to put ourselves into different categories to "understand" ourselves
Nothing wrong with flouting social convention, but if you try to find a category and shoehorn yourself into it you're just falling into the trap of more social conventions
@K3Nv2 I got some cheapies at wallys, that are pretty good, already have lost a few expensive ones (one falls out and gone, can't find) while cutting grass so bought some cheap ones, and of course never lose these cheap ones. (Cheap meaning only $35, compared to air buds which I only have 1 of 2 now)