i am a very very lazy person. i want to exert minimal effort in the things i do. and since it's my bro's birthday, i prepared myself a schedule. pretty much everything's okay, save for one event. novena.
when i heard about it, i immediately ask for details since i don't know much about this stuff. i heard they were to visit our home to pray, so i expect there'd be only a few people. i was ready about the i'm not religious stuff, i thought since it was my brother's birthday, i would at least be there.
but it was actually to be done at the chapel.....which means there's gonna be a priest, and it's bound to be longer because there's a priest, sermons and stuff. and whenever i am attending mass, i never really understand a thing save for the sermons. all i hear is people chanting stuff over and over again. standing then kneeling then sitting and repeat. btw, i get irritated just by standing for 5 mins doing nothing, i always have to do something.
fortunately i am now alone at home typing this blog.
when it was already time to go to church(which is like, 30 steps from our house) i ignored my mom, dad already gets it, but mom said "won't you thank god that you're able to live? won't you thank god that your aunt is okay? you're rude you know that?" it hurts but only a bit since i already know it's what's going to happen. all i can do is smile and listen while lying down in bed.
oh well, just wanna share. and it seems like it's over they're back.
when i heard about it, i immediately ask for details since i don't know much about this stuff. i heard they were to visit our home to pray, so i expect there'd be only a few people. i was ready about the i'm not religious stuff, i thought since it was my brother's birthday, i would at least be there.
but it was actually to be done at the chapel.....which means there's gonna be a priest, and it's bound to be longer because there's a priest, sermons and stuff. and whenever i am attending mass, i never really understand a thing save for the sermons. all i hear is people chanting stuff over and over again. standing then kneeling then sitting and repeat. btw, i get irritated just by standing for 5 mins doing nothing, i always have to do something.
fortunately i am now alone at home typing this blog.
when it was already time to go to church(which is like, 30 steps from our house) i ignored my mom, dad already gets it, but mom said "won't you thank god that you're able to live? won't you thank god that your aunt is okay? you're rude you know that?" it hurts but only a bit since i already know it's what's going to happen. all i can do is smile and listen while lying down in bed.
oh well, just wanna share. and it seems like it's over they're back.