Happiness.

That's right for once I'm not a miserable person.

Well first for all I really want to thank @Boured this whole entire time you've been here for me always making sure I'm alright and such.

Well for the people who are wondering why my mood is pretty much always pretty bad it's just due to the fact all the time I feel so alone, scared of what's coming around the corner. I'm not really confident in myself at all saying in my mind "oh I can't do this" and it got to the point where I started believing that just running my confidence down the drain.

Now however stuff has changed a lot I've becoming more confident in myself bit by bit but in fact I have my friends to thank for that you guys have been there for me this whole time.

Thanks to whoever reads this.

AyanamiRei0 or just Rei whatever you wanna call me.
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RustInPeace
I honestly would never reply to blogs like this just because it would always be a case of "Okay, good for you," but given the recent crap in this forum, namely recent blogs, simple passages like this actually do more for me now. So, good on you.
 
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KapuDaKoopa
I'm glad you've been able to get past the things that keep you down in life and become a happier person overall, reading about how someone else has overcome these things can really make someone else feel better about themselves, if even only a little.
 
BlueFox gui
wow thats awesome dude, i wish you luck
now tell me please, i feel exactly the same as you felt, what you do to have more confidence with yourself and don't feel alone
don't think i'm asking just for ask, i really need to know
 
KapuDaKoopa
@BlueFox gui
I personally think it's good to be around people who you can trust and vent to and such, even if those people are people you've met on the internet.
I can't speak on the matter of confidence because I myself am not very confident but on the subject of feeling alone I would very much suggest just talking with people and starting friendships, even if all of it occurs on the internet.

(boy am i not good at really giving advice I could probably have worded this better or added onto it but I'm not really sure what I'm talking about anyway lmao)
 

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    Yea is sad. His 2 movies were good. Informative about our food industry.
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    This was one of the craziest movies I've seen about our food industry, lots of stuff I didn't know. A must see. https://youtu.be/OqzjC-ENrl8?si=GYxmdY5nShzGniVi
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    Oh, that dude?
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    I stopped believing or caring about that dude when I found out about some of the more questionable nonsense he did in his life.
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    Like what? I didn't know or hear.
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    I get so tired of hearing oh I liked him until...
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    I just know dude was a chronic alcoholic and such.
  • BigOnYa @ BigOnYa:
    I've been to his chicken restaurant he started in his 2nd movie, Holy Chicken, was pretty good. It is only 15-20 miles from me in Ohio. It only lasted 1 yr or so then closed tho.
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    There are very few people I just have just an immense dislike of and he's one of those very few people, the only other example is Gene Simmons. My musician uncle on my mother's side of the family actually met Gene once during some event and said he was the most unpleasant person to be around.
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    I met myself once turns out that guy is a giant piece of shit that doesn't deserve any of my respect
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    Damn alcoholics! (Sshhh- Opens another beer)
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    Agreed, Ken
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    I can't say I've ever tried even a sip of beer tbh-
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    You met yourself also and is a giant piece of shit?
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    Then again, I don't think I'd really enjoy it //shrug
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