what is my problem?,
Brazil, this fucking country wont give me any future, and you say "oh leave the country then" ok if it's easy like you say give me money find a house in any other country for me then ¬¬
with no future i literally mean no future if i can't have a future here i can't get out of the country, this fucking country is totally in crisis, people can't get jobs anymore, companies don't hire people, corruption literally everywhere, im not exaggerating when i say we're in crisis you can talk with any brazillian you meet on internet we're literally fucked, people can't get jobs, they can't do what they want, don't metter if you do college or not you can't get a good job you can't get hired.
i can't work with i want don't metter if i like drawings or animation i won't work with that
it really doesn't metter if i finish school, even if i had money for a college it wouldn't worth because this fucking crisis is literally fucking everybody, they won't hire someone without experience but if you don't get hired you can't have experience, there are professionals without jobs because even with their experience they can't get hired, my brother is an exemple, he is professional in topography, worked for years on that, but everybody who was working with him got dispensed from their jobs because of corruption and because of that crisis they can't get jobs, he have wife and 2 kids and the only thing he can do is a few services for people who find him to do them, and it's not even ever he can do this, sometimes he stay 2 or 3 months without do nothing because don't have what to do, one thing we CAN'T do here is have kids, because we can't even sustain ourselves today imagine a kid?
if you still don't belive on me or something search or talk with someone who understand because for real, this thing is just fucking with everybody's life and fucking with my life too because i won't have future here, my wish was finish school, get a good job at least enough to save money, move to another state, get a even better job or something and move from this country, but in the way it is now, i literally can't do this..
i have just one way to have a good future is joining the army, which i guess i still can do, but i'm not totally sure about it i'm kinda scared but if i do i can serve for one year, they will pay me, and after one year if i like i can stay more and who knows what will happens.
i'm just scared because outside of that i can't have a future, i literally can't have and people who didn't joined the army today are literally regretting a lot for haven't done that before, because on this crisis it would be the only thing they could do to have a good life in the actual days, when i went to enlist i saw some fathers with their sons and some guys said they repented a lot for not have done that and saying to people today to do that.
i'm really scared idk what i will do, i'm not sure if i should go to army but well, it's my only chance for who knows leave this fucking country.
i don't have idea what the future have for me, how hard it will be or what i will do, i don't have idea.... the only thing i can do is imagine and try to calm myself because i'm really bad, and one thing i NEED to do now is study more because i already repeated one year, and my grades this year are really bad if i don't do something i will repeat again, my family don't help me a little, they just yell at me call me useless and talk shit like i'm going to be fucked in my future i wont have any future and blah blah blah they say they try to help but it don't help a little bit, i need to do everything by myself and still handle everything makeing me feel bad.
so my life is fucked and yeah i don't know what to do, just follow my tip do never come to live in brazil and if you live here, try to do the same thing as me because get a job.. or college.. work with what you want is not an option anymore..
thank you if you read this entire thing sorry for my bad english and wish me luck please.
Brazil, this fucking country wont give me any future, and you say "oh leave the country then" ok if it's easy like you say give me money find a house in any other country for me then ¬¬
with no future i literally mean no future if i can't have a future here i can't get out of the country, this fucking country is totally in crisis, people can't get jobs anymore, companies don't hire people, corruption literally everywhere, im not exaggerating when i say we're in crisis you can talk with any brazillian you meet on internet we're literally fucked, people can't get jobs, they can't do what they want, don't metter if you do college or not you can't get a good job you can't get hired.
i can't work with i want don't metter if i like drawings or animation i won't work with that
it really doesn't metter if i finish school, even if i had money for a college it wouldn't worth because this fucking crisis is literally fucking everybody, they won't hire someone without experience but if you don't get hired you can't have experience, there are professionals without jobs because even with their experience they can't get hired, my brother is an exemple, he is professional in topography, worked for years on that, but everybody who was working with him got dispensed from their jobs because of corruption and because of that crisis they can't get jobs, he have wife and 2 kids and the only thing he can do is a few services for people who find him to do them, and it's not even ever he can do this, sometimes he stay 2 or 3 months without do nothing because don't have what to do, one thing we CAN'T do here is have kids, because we can't even sustain ourselves today imagine a kid?
if you still don't belive on me or something search or talk with someone who understand because for real, this thing is just fucking with everybody's life and fucking with my life too because i won't have future here, my wish was finish school, get a good job at least enough to save money, move to another state, get a even better job or something and move from this country, but in the way it is now, i literally can't do this..
i have just one way to have a good future is joining the army, which i guess i still can do, but i'm not totally sure about it i'm kinda scared but if i do i can serve for one year, they will pay me, and after one year if i like i can stay more and who knows what will happens.
i'm just scared because outside of that i can't have a future, i literally can't have and people who didn't joined the army today are literally regretting a lot for haven't done that before, because on this crisis it would be the only thing they could do to have a good life in the actual days, when i went to enlist i saw some fathers with their sons and some guys said they repented a lot for not have done that and saying to people today to do that.
i'm really scared idk what i will do, i'm not sure if i should go to army but well, it's my only chance for who knows leave this fucking country.
i don't have idea what the future have for me, how hard it will be or what i will do, i don't have idea.... the only thing i can do is imagine and try to calm myself because i'm really bad, and one thing i NEED to do now is study more because i already repeated one year, and my grades this year are really bad if i don't do something i will repeat again, my family don't help me a little, they just yell at me call me useless and talk shit like i'm going to be fucked in my future i wont have any future and blah blah blah they say they try to help but it don't help a little bit, i need to do everything by myself and still handle everything makeing me feel bad.
so my life is fucked and yeah i don't know what to do, just follow my tip do never come to live in brazil and if you live here, try to do the same thing as me because get a job.. or college.. work with what you want is not an option anymore..
thank you if you read this entire thing sorry for my bad english and wish me luck please.
