July 2017

Wow, has this month been bad or what? I wish I could say different. I really wish I could. It just gets worse every month. It can't get much worse. Maybe things will get better. I can only hope.

I take a walk around my neighborhood everyday. It's nice and it's one of the only things keeping me sane. Theres almost nothing that can go wrong when i'm taking a walk. One day, I don't remember the day I saw an ambulance at my friend's house. I meant to call him that day. I never got around to it. Today I got a call from my mother that he passed away. Man, I have never regretted not calling him so much until now. I absolutely hate that it slipped my mind. In other news. Car broke down. School starts in less than a month. Out of work. Money stuff. Everything goes south during the summer but it hasn't gotten this bad. I'm at a loss and I don't know what to do. All I have is walking. Music, this specific podcast, Bible. It's all nice but how long will it sustain me? I don't know. John is a very nice book in the bible. John 12:25.

Well, see you people next time I make a blog.
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Ouch, that is a bit much for a month. Sorry about your friend, and hoping things get better.
 
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Well that went uphill like a bird that spontaneously died halfway up
Sorry for your loss man.. Shoot me a DM on Discord if you need to talk about a random subject with this random guy (Dakota#9886)
 
bro hey things may look grim now but don't beat yourself up about it just try to think about your priorities and ignore everything put on a mask of happiness if you want just move forward in life Now I am Muslim and this is not the idealistic way that we are suppossed to think but it's the only thing keeping me from death so might as well focus on my goals and say f u to death before I die cause at least I completed MY goals and that is what you should be aiming for
 
A very very good friend of mine messaged me one friday night wanting to know if I wanted to go to a movie with him. I hadn't really seen or hung out with him since a few months ago at my wedding and that was so busy I barely count that. I never got back to him, figuring it would be fine and I would catch him again soon.

Two weeks later he slipped into a coma after suffering a "heart event" (nurse's words, not mine) and stayed like that for a month and a half till he finally let go.

I feel your pain. I wish you the best.
 
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I lost one of my best female friend kinda having sex
While both of us being drunk and not wanting to

Then two of my cat died

The whole on the same week just after my birthday
I think i won on misfortune there :V
 
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Edit though, i just red your post now, sorry for your loss that sucks

My first comment was a quick reply after a diagonal read on my phone :/
 
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