Coming Out

I'm not active here as much as I used to be, but I thought that I should get something off my chest.

For the last 4 years, I've always known that I didn't feel right. It was a feeling that made me uncomfortable for years on end, and I didn't know what it was. I didn't feel like my body was mine, or that I was trying to justify my existence by telling myself that who I am is who I'm supposed to be. But enough of that - I'm more or less here to come out, it's been a while since I've recognized what was going on.

About a year ago I discovered that what I was feeling was some sort of gender dysphoria. After reading up on it and learning from my friends I was able to realize that I was like them. I had an inkling of what was up but I didn't really think too much about it until then.

This is really hard to say, but I'm trans. A girl.

I've recognized it for the last year, even before that in 7th grade I knew that something wasn't normal. Recognizing this properly has opened up my life and has made me so much more connected with myself. I'm more happy than I have been in a while. More confident in my identity. It's a breath of fresh air on my emotionally exhausted life.

I'm saying all this because I feel like I have something to prove, and that I shouldn't hide it, I guess.

Anyway, thanks for listening, I appreciate it. This is my first blog, not sure if I'll continue to make more in the future.
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Not that I would disagree with you, but based on what feelings did you come to this conclusion?
 
@dAVID_ , I had always felt like my gender didn't match with how I envisioned my identity as, even if I didn't recognize that right away. I considered myself "nonbinary" in secret for a few years until I actually started to look into my emotions and let myself learn what I was feeling. I hope that answered your question.
 
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