I have a lot to cover and I think this blog is rather important to make not only for you guys, but for myself as well. I need to be honest with you guys because I care enough about this community to share my personal thoughts here.
To start this blog like I've done the ones before and that is sum up what's happened since my last blog. Like I said in my last one, I've moved towards better my life and replacing what I've lost. I've actually bought all the Switch games that were taken and new some new ones like Doom and Skyrim, coupled with having bought a second Switch for my girlfriend so we can play Splatoon 2 together. I followed through with continuing to play Pokemon Go more, which has gotten me out and really helped deal with my depression. I still haven't bought another Switch to hack, that's been put on the back burner for the time being until I get a PS4 and Monster Hunter World. Basically I've just been doing everything I said I was going to do in my last blog and nothing has really slowed me down. It's pretty nice to see my plans in action and actually progressing forward.
Recently though I've pondering my time on these threads for the past couple of weeks now and after quite sometime I came to the a profound realization. Why the fuck am I thinking about a website when I am currently working on going back to school and enjoying life with my amazing girlfriend? Seriously it dawned on me that I am thinking about a website that I've been as motivated to stay on as I would be to start a ham sandwich (I am extremely allergic to red meat and thus I don't eat it nor want to eat it because I don't want to get extremely ill.) In the past couple of weeks I've honestly started to lose interest in the site and really just started gaining more interest in bettering my life. To be honest my old reason for being so active was because my life was horrible and I was just online in general to avoid my life. But since leaving my exes, I've started to study to get into college, studying Japanese, and cutting back on my online life. I've only been so active because I felt obligated to be on the Temp after getting a second chance. As the weeks went on though I realized that my life was getting better and started to want to be more involved with my own life. I have a girl who I love and we've been talking about marriage, making plans to move to a new place, to go back to college, and even plans on moving to Japan. My motivation to be online has dwindled so much because my life is better now and I don't need that escape. I don't feel the need to really be online beyond just watching youtube videos and streaming my music as I work. I need to take a long break from this site (and the internet as whole) and only pop on when I have nothing better to do because honestly I simply don't want to be online anymore or at least not as much as I would normally be online.
That all being said, I am not quitting because I know I can't quit, there's literally no other site quite like the Temp. I am however saying that if I vanish for days, weeks, and even months there's a reason that isn't actually a bad thing. I am simply enjoying my life again and really just want to put this site in the background of my life where I'll only be on when I actually feel like it. I wanted to say something because I don't want you guys to think anything bad has happened or I am trying to quit again, but simply explain that I am just doing my own thing now. I am actually happy with where my life is going and I want to continue to go down this road. I of course will keep you guys posted with my regular blogs and be online to watch the forums since I still need them for my regular hacking, but I won't be as active.
Now for some Lilith art! This one was a commission done by my friend Kei, who actually the first artist behind Lilith and also the one who helped redesign her.
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To start this blog like I've done the ones before and that is sum up what's happened since my last blog. Like I said in my last one, I've moved towards better my life and replacing what I've lost. I've actually bought all the Switch games that were taken and new some new ones like Doom and Skyrim, coupled with having bought a second Switch for my girlfriend so we can play Splatoon 2 together. I followed through with continuing to play Pokemon Go more, which has gotten me out and really helped deal with my depression. I still haven't bought another Switch to hack, that's been put on the back burner for the time being until I get a PS4 and Monster Hunter World. Basically I've just been doing everything I said I was going to do in my last blog and nothing has really slowed me down. It's pretty nice to see my plans in action and actually progressing forward.
Recently though I've pondering my time on these threads for the past couple of weeks now and after quite sometime I came to the a profound realization. Why the fuck am I thinking about a website when I am currently working on going back to school and enjoying life with my amazing girlfriend? Seriously it dawned on me that I am thinking about a website that I've been as motivated to stay on as I would be to start a ham sandwich (I am extremely allergic to red meat and thus I don't eat it nor want to eat it because I don't want to get extremely ill.) In the past couple of weeks I've honestly started to lose interest in the site and really just started gaining more interest in bettering my life. To be honest my old reason for being so active was because my life was horrible and I was just online in general to avoid my life. But since leaving my exes, I've started to study to get into college, studying Japanese, and cutting back on my online life. I've only been so active because I felt obligated to be on the Temp after getting a second chance. As the weeks went on though I realized that my life was getting better and started to want to be more involved with my own life. I have a girl who I love and we've been talking about marriage, making plans to move to a new place, to go back to college, and even plans on moving to Japan. My motivation to be online has dwindled so much because my life is better now and I don't need that escape. I don't feel the need to really be online beyond just watching youtube videos and streaming my music as I work. I need to take a long break from this site (and the internet as whole) and only pop on when I have nothing better to do because honestly I simply don't want to be online anymore or at least not as much as I would normally be online.
That all being said, I am not quitting because I know I can't quit, there's literally no other site quite like the Temp. I am however saying that if I vanish for days, weeks, and even months there's a reason that isn't actually a bad thing. I am simply enjoying my life again and really just want to put this site in the background of my life where I'll only be on when I actually feel like it. I wanted to say something because I don't want you guys to think anything bad has happened or I am trying to quit again, but simply explain that I am just doing my own thing now. I am actually happy with where my life is going and I want to continue to go down this road. I of course will keep you guys posted with my regular blogs and be online to watch the forums since I still need them for my regular hacking, but I won't be as active.
Now for some Lilith art! This one was a commission done by my friend Kei, who actually the first artist behind Lilith and also the one who helped redesign her.
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