My cousin is no more (no, he's not dead...)

...but he might as well could be. Wouldn't make much of a difference.
I have three cousins. One boy and two girls. The boy is my age and the girls are both a bit younger than us. When we were younger, we would all hang out a lot and have a lot of fun, either all four of us, or just "us boys", or just me with the girls. We would roleplay a lot (not the modern, cringy kind), record glorious 144p short films with my good ol' Nokia XpressMusic 5130, or just play games and hang out.
From one day to the other, though, that had changed.
It might have been a slower process than that, honestly, since their dad loved to call his son over to him to fix cars, or just to go away with him. He always did that, though. But I still remember the last time my cousin regarded me as an actual human being. Since then, he's grown apart from me. He doesn't seem to want to be near me, and behaves as if all colour was drained from him. We can't talk about anything and can't do anything together. I still play a bit with the girls, but they seem to be gradually growing apart from me as well. The fact that their parents are both dicks to mine probably doesn't help much, either. Their mum seems to actually look for trouble whenever she can.
I miss my cousin...
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thats what we call growing up i guess
I used to play a llot with my sistra when I was 2-10
but when she turned 13 (i was 11) she started to only hang out with her friends
not with me :(
We still hang out together, but when we do, we dont do child things
we go to cinema, restaurant, not arcade or park

As for their parents, maybe they influenced their kids, idk
I don'T say they told their kids "Dont be too close to him"
But just their attitude toward others can influence childs :(
 
I doubt this was simply him growing up. His personality (and any traces of personality) is gone.
 
maybe hes on meds?
I mean, I take so much meds, I don'T have any emotions
it's really heavy, you know? for example
When my sistra lost her first child, I didn't feel anything
I wasn't sad, I wasn't angry against fate, nothing
I felt bad, but not because she lost her child
I felt bad for not feeling anything
 
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If he started taking meds before his personality change, he would've told me about it.
This "change" was when we were 13, btw. I doubt he had any problems needing meds at that age.
 
as I said, people start changing of personality around that age
They also change of people they'll hang out with
At first it's family, and around 13-14, it's school friends
 
That... does sound an awful lot like growing up. People change, often suddenly, and the people in your life grow farther and farther apart. They find new places to settle, new people to greet, and you do too. Time moves on, and the longer the time, the greater the distance. The only way to fight it is to tell the people you care about how you feel, because one day, it will be too late.
 
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People do change this fast. My half-sisters changed in less than a month and started calling me gay and straight up insulted me, with no regrets in their emotions... edgy fucks.
 
mmmm, i can't find the point here: is TC too worried cauz he's a weirdo who's unable to make new friends??
You know, ur cousins are just grew up, they need to find new experiences, and they probably find u still doing same thing... little boring
 
yea when the daughter of my cousin was 1,
I was doing fart noise with my mouth, she kept laughing
Now she's 9, she laugh a lot less
 

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