The stress before the driving license test, AKA "nobody shuts up when i need time for myself".
Honestly, i've been quite optimistic until just an hour ago, because apparently people have better things to inform me when it ain't the time for that.
I ended up yelling at my mom, 10 minutes before my driving lesson. feels bad, and i had to carry that sentimental feeling throughout the lesson.
I drove in a highway today, and i got so frigging scared for how fast i had to drive. I could feel the car moving my chest forward, like if i make one mistake, it's all over.
To add more salt to injury, i had to drive home a young couple, who both had their license tests, and they made me lose focus constantly.
I actually drove worse than i ever did in any lesson, to the point i lost all my optimism on passing the test.
Karma's a bitch, you know? I say bad things to people, and nature itself pulls a debuff over my body, at the most crucial time.
To be fair, i haven't slept that much lately, mostly because my dad keeps coughing and making noise almost all the time.
It feels like i'm on the verge of snapping out on him, and knowing how things work at my home, getting mad will lead me nowhere.
Today I learned that whenever i'm both mentally and physically tired at the same time, i shouldn't drive. Of course no one has control over nature and on other people, so anything could happen in a matter of minutes, even seconds!
I also learned that i'm a pussy when it comes to driving fast(we're talking about constant 80+ km/h). my teacher told me that the tester will take note of that, so either way, i can't move any slower.
Ugh, my head hurts...and the fact that the neighborhood are noisy as heck lately, doesn't make my condition any better.
Honestly, i've been quite optimistic until just an hour ago, because apparently people have better things to inform me when it ain't the time for that.
I ended up yelling at my mom, 10 minutes before my driving lesson. feels bad, and i had to carry that sentimental feeling throughout the lesson.
I drove in a highway today, and i got so frigging scared for how fast i had to drive. I could feel the car moving my chest forward, like if i make one mistake, it's all over.
To add more salt to injury, i had to drive home a young couple, who both had their license tests, and they made me lose focus constantly.
I actually drove worse than i ever did in any lesson, to the point i lost all my optimism on passing the test.
Karma's a bitch, you know? I say bad things to people, and nature itself pulls a debuff over my body, at the most crucial time.
To be fair, i haven't slept that much lately, mostly because my dad keeps coughing and making noise almost all the time.
It feels like i'm on the verge of snapping out on him, and knowing how things work at my home, getting mad will lead me nowhere.
Today I learned that whenever i'm both mentally and physically tired at the same time, i shouldn't drive. Of course no one has control over nature and on other people, so anything could happen in a matter of minutes, even seconds!
I also learned that i'm a pussy when it comes to driving fast(we're talking about constant 80+ km/h). my teacher told me that the tester will take note of that, so either way, i can't move any slower.
Ugh, my head hurts...and the fact that the neighborhood are noisy as heck lately, doesn't make my condition any better.
