Even past all the relationship that I have endured over the last 13 months, I never thought that this could happen to me.
You never could believe that the girl you're with could be as bad as the people you hear about on the web, but you're wrong.
That girl broke your heart so many times. But she always managed to find a way to open it back up. An ongoing cycle.
But this is the end of the cycle. This is the last time. This time my heart opened so much more slowly, but she prised it open with time and care.
And of course, the obligatory finishing blow has been delivered. Again it's not even from her mouth. After all, if she doesn't have a heart, is it surprising that she also doesn't have any guts?
I'm shaking, I don't know if it's in rage, or anxiousness, crazyness? It's too insane to even manage a single feeling such as depression.
It's funny, just earlier she told me that "she needed to talk to me" tomorrow.
And from what I understand the "destructive information" that I just gained, and her "talk", will probably be completely unrelated.
Funny in a sadistic way.
The point is, tomorrow is definitively the end of our relationship, and the beginning of my real life.
I'd like to think that it's also the end of her stupid happiness, but I remind myself, that she got no heart.
Tomorrow, after she finishes her selfish "talk", it will be my turn to blow this shit up.
Peace out tempers, please bear with me.
Goodnight.
You never could believe that the girl you're with could be as bad as the people you hear about on the web, but you're wrong.
That girl broke your heart so many times. But she always managed to find a way to open it back up. An ongoing cycle.
But this is the end of the cycle. This is the last time. This time my heart opened so much more slowly, but she prised it open with time and care.
And of course, the obligatory finishing blow has been delivered. Again it's not even from her mouth. After all, if she doesn't have a heart, is it surprising that she also doesn't have any guts?
I'm shaking, I don't know if it's in rage, or anxiousness, crazyness? It's too insane to even manage a single feeling such as depression.
It's funny, just earlier she told me that "she needed to talk to me" tomorrow.
And from what I understand the "destructive information" that I just gained, and her "talk", will probably be completely unrelated.
Funny in a sadistic way.
The point is, tomorrow is definitively the end of our relationship, and the beginning of my real life.
I'd like to think that it's also the end of her stupid happiness, but I remind myself, that she got no heart.
Tomorrow, after she finishes her selfish "talk", it will be my turn to blow this shit up.
Peace out tempers, please bear with me.
Goodnight.