My mom knows...

On June 18, 2021, I was getting ready to leave to visit BlueMew, a new ABDL friend of mine. I was taking an unopened pack of diapers with me. He agreed to let me store them (and my paci) at his house, where my parents wouldn't find them. I had already packed a large gym bag with my belongings, and then told my mom that I was ready to leave. She was very upset that I was taking such a large bag, and figured that I was hiding extra electronics or something illegal in there. I told her that it was too late to switch bags, but she said that she wouldn't let me leave until she inspected the bag.

I had already obscured the diapers a bit by putting them in several layers of garbage bags. I only let her have a very quick look in the bag, and immediately took it away once she stuck her hand in and started feeling around. Even though she didn't get a good look, she insisted that she knew what was in there from how it felt. She asked if they were hers, and if I stole them. I had no idea that she had her own diapers (she bought some in case her health continued to decline), and I told her that I have no idea what she was talking about.

I told her that she was mistaken about what was in there, and that she was spreading misinformation like Trump. She said that if I needed any, I should only take 1 or 2. I told her to mind her own fucking business, and let me leave. She responded by saying that perhaps the police should get involved and search my bag. I'm almost 26 years old, and told her that she needed to leave it alone if she values her life.

My dad then entered the house after working outside, and gave me a hard time too. My mom then threatened to tell him everything if I didn't hand over the bag. I called my friend, explained the situation, and told him that I'd be late. From his calm response, she could tell that he knew what I was taking. After a stressful 15 minute talk, she finally agreed to let me leave. I called him back to let him know that I was leaving, and my mom talked to me in the privacy of the car about how she is very open-minded, and didn't think less of me. She had her suspicions for years, and more than anything, she was very sad that I felt that I couldn't trust her.

I apologized for my anger, threats, and shoving, and after briefly returning home (I forgot the RCM Loader for my Switch), I finally arrived at his house. He showed me his networking equipment, onesies, diapers, plushies, and electronics (including an original Game Boy and a Game Boy Color with a custom shell and a backlit screen). I installed B9S on one of his New 3DS systems, and we watched lots of Pororo together (which he had never heard of before), and he really enjoyed it.

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I see!
I really hope that everything is going to be alright for you. Because i can image something like that being known to your parents can be very hard to deal with.
I personally wouldnt know what to do.
Best of luck with everything though.
(Also i saw it in the sidebar on the website and i thought it was intersting.)
 
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@Little_Anonymous_Hacker

Your mom genuinely cares for you. She loves you even though you are weird and crazy. Anyone talking bad about your mom is just jealous. It sounds like she she doesn't have a long time left, and she is doing her best to get you the best shot of a future.

Stop stressing her out. She is on your side.

Do you hang out with your dad or are you mad at him all the time too?
 
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"I check the sent folder of her email account"

Wait so you spied on your mom?I was kind of rooting for you standing by your preferences or whatever that is but woah dude...if what your doing is normal then you shouldn't feel threatened by seeing a psychiatrist to confirm that you're right and she's wrong to worry.And to rebuild trust between the three of you maybe not spy on either of them in the future,Peace friend and good luck.
 
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"Sorry @tabzer the op is over 18 years old so according to the law in America the parents are breaking the law by invading the OPs privacy as the op is legally classed as an Adult."

This might be the worst understanding of the law i've seen on GBAtemp, and this is a forum full of manchildren who think Nintendo protecting its IPs is evil
 
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Tbf, only one person demonstrated ineptitude. They have done worse, but I wasn't going to rub salt as I was hoping for an example of the claim being true, but it looks like we will have to wait forever.
 
@D34DL1N3R, while I agree with the generalization, OP is clearly disabled and a dependent. They already know they are fucked up and that has been reinforced all throughout their adolescent life. What isn't clear to OP is a way out.
 
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I did not want to join the conversation for multiple reasons, but I can't resist.

@D34DL1N3R You need to be able to see the situation from both sides to understand it.

Imagine you're mentally sick, and someone tries to disturb your most secret "goods". You try your best to prevent anyone from disturbing your secret and your goods.
The only difference is that some sick people learned to be able to start from the least violent option from the get-go, and some aggro the moment there is a possibility that their closed-in little world is in the slightest of "danger". Even self-conscious sick people can lose their knowledge of behavior, and can go back to "sick mode" depending on the level of the danger.

As the saying goes, "there are some things that are meant to be undisturbed", and this includes the secrets and the property of mentally sick people.
You either "cope" with them and simulate that everything is right, or euthanize them. Other options are bad for one side at least, or in most cases both.


Edit: should've clafiried that I also understand the mom side as well, as I had to learn how to deal with mentally sick people to reduce my risk of being killed.
While it's definitely hard for him to share his most hidden secret in his real identity (considering the countless negative examples where the parents had heavily negative responses to figuring out such things), and having to bear such knowledge that your parents know your most deep secrets (even if they say they are understanding and supportive) is really difficult, that is sadly the best solution for both sides. That way both sides should have a slight relief, which in term reduces stress slightly when being near eachother.

Edit2: I meant no offense, and I'm on a neutral side. I just tend to not sugarcoat things.
 
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@D34DL1N3R Well, yes. The mother is suffering greatly and OP fails to recognize that. OP is too self-indulged in their own victim mentality to consider their own mother to be a victim (as well). What OP fails to recognize is that his mother his is his greatest ally. (@amandarose)

I think OP has been convinced that his way of life is going to last forever, in one way or another, and that the rest of his life is going to be a result of no action of his own.

That is why I asked about his relationship with his father. He seems to be content with taking his mother for granted to the point of abusing her, but he seems to be remarkably afraid of his father. The fact that his father seems to be the one actually providing for their lives, seems to suggest that OP has no understanding of being accountable for something. Maybe he never had a pet (did you OP?). Maybe he has never been held accountable for anything in his life, and any attempt to do so has caused OP to rebel and don diapers instead.

I'm not totally opposed to him being put into jail for a time. It would force him to confront the reality of his pampered life, and maybe even feel a little responsible for his role in where he is.

Being labelled disabled and handicapped is kind of detrimental for someone who is inclined to believe in the state over themselves. It is possible that the mother and father, with the assistance of the state, convinced OP that he can't do anything.
 
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@D34DL1N3R As I said, some sick people go completely aggro when they are disturbed, and if that happens, they are out of control until they can calm down. They don't know they are doing a bad thing until they can regain their consciousness either by removing the threat, or being reassured that the threat is nonexistent.
 
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@tabzer

I get along better with my dad, but I'm not afraid of him. I just don't feel comfortable disclosing anything with him. As I posted on another site:
I know that what I said to my mom was wrong, and I've already apologized. Not to mention that what I said pales in comparison to what she says to me and my dad when she's angry. How many times have others here been called "cocksuckers?" Or "anus sphincters?" Or been told "You're lucky I don't have a gun!"? Or been told that "heads are going to roll?" Or have had your mom say "Look in this mirror!," then proceed to pull down her pants and show off her butt? When she behaves like this, is it really any wonder that I won't miss her if she dies? I'm no saint, but neither is my mom.
As for accountability, my parents always hold me accountable, but no, I've never had a pet.
 
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dude your mom exibits traits mine did before she went batshit i live on my own now and she still trys to control me i'm afraid i won't have a moments peace til she's dead
 
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The diaper thing had me thinking hmmm maybe he has a baby to take care of? but then when your mom was like "did you take mine?" I was like whoa is there some sort of diaper kink going on? lol reminded me of some doujins I read, but anyway I hope everything is kool now
 
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