So I tried shrooms last night. It's hard to say if I liked them or not though. The people I was taking them with are not the kind of people I'm used to so I can't say.
First of all, these guys take them every Friday. So they aren't going to react to them like I do when trying them.
Second, they're very... Pushy. Specifically the house owner. He's much smarter than me - by a long shot. He's able to pick and pull things that are wrong about me.
That's what he talks about with me. I sort of see me being his "project that doesn't really matter."
He's constantly lecturing me. And if he's not, it's making fun of me. Or it's completely ignoring my existence and talking to another person
I don't classify him my friend. Just someone I used to hang out with at school.
Most of the night I was sitting in a chair doing nothing. Him and his better friend were chatting all night long about things. All of these things are foreign to me.
Completely new. There is no way for me to engage in the conversation and be included simply because it's so fast paced, I don't understand it and they ignore me.
I wouldn't say I had a good trip. I think it was very lame and difficult for me. I was thinking about myself way too much and constantly holding back tears.
I had an Uber home at 3am
I would much rather enjoy a cup of shroom tea by myself. I like staring at walls. I can think about my own shit freely.
First of all, these guys take them every Friday. So they aren't going to react to them like I do when trying them.
Second, they're very... Pushy. Specifically the house owner. He's much smarter than me - by a long shot. He's able to pick and pull things that are wrong about me.
That's what he talks about with me. I sort of see me being his "project that doesn't really matter."
He's constantly lecturing me. And if he's not, it's making fun of me. Or it's completely ignoring my existence and talking to another person
I don't classify him my friend. Just someone I used to hang out with at school.
Most of the night I was sitting in a chair doing nothing. Him and his better friend were chatting all night long about things. All of these things are foreign to me.
Completely new. There is no way for me to engage in the conversation and be included simply because it's so fast paced, I don't understand it and they ignore me.
I wouldn't say I had a good trip. I think it was very lame and difficult for me. I was thinking about myself way too much and constantly holding back tears.
I had an Uber home at 3am
I would much rather enjoy a cup of shroom tea by myself. I like staring at walls. I can think about my own shit freely.