Hey guys. So anyways.
I met this girl the other day. After three consecutive days of coming to the place I work and not really buying anything she came up and asked for my number.
I gave it to her. She has had this sort of history where alot of bad things has happened to her (e.g gossip, rumors, etc) about sex.
That night I came over to her house to be the shoulder to cry on since she just officially broke up with her boyfriend. I gave her a goodnight kiss. Two hours later I find myself in her room making out.
Honestly I guess it was my fault because I was the one who took it too fast.
The next morning she texts me saying.
[p= ] Hey Arith, We really need to talk about last night. I like you alright, like so much. The reason I let you give me a goodnight kiss is because I think that its like freakishly sweet like in the movies you know, but when you really wanna come inside that changed things around. In my mind I was like "why does he want to go all the way because of one kiss?" Then we started making out and stuff like that. I admit it was my fault too. But as I told you, we were going too fast. You're like the first guy who I met randomly then was in my room making out. After the rumors spread, I didn't date for a while because I was scared that they knew my story. I was praying to god that you didn't know anything about me so I could be the real me with you. Who I know is different from the girl everyone is talking about. I'm sorry for blabbing but things like that brings you bad memories you know. And I'm sorry, but I really want someone that can respect me as me. As someone with feelings and deserves atleast a bit of respect. [/p]
Shit... Did I screw up?
I replied saying that I had no intention of actually making out. I just wanted to see her again to make sure she was doing alright. I told her I didnt give a fuck about what i've heard. That I really wanted to know her now. Then I asked if we could still be friends.
And she said "Yeah, Just I hope that things would be kept between us." Today on the 13'th I texted her and she said she was busy and was going out with her family.
She didn't reply any of my messages yet.
So I'm wonderin. Did I screw up?
I met this girl the other day. After three consecutive days of coming to the place I work and not really buying anything she came up and asked for my number.
I gave it to her. She has had this sort of history where alot of bad things has happened to her (e.g gossip, rumors, etc) about sex.
That night I came over to her house to be the shoulder to cry on since she just officially broke up with her boyfriend. I gave her a goodnight kiss. Two hours later I find myself in her room making out.
Honestly I guess it was my fault because I was the one who took it too fast.
The next morning she texts me saying.
[p= ] Hey Arith, We really need to talk about last night. I like you alright, like so much. The reason I let you give me a goodnight kiss is because I think that its like freakishly sweet like in the movies you know, but when you really wanna come inside that changed things around. In my mind I was like "why does he want to go all the way because of one kiss?" Then we started making out and stuff like that. I admit it was my fault too. But as I told you, we were going too fast. You're like the first guy who I met randomly then was in my room making out. After the rumors spread, I didn't date for a while because I was scared that they knew my story. I was praying to god that you didn't know anything about me so I could be the real me with you. Who I know is different from the girl everyone is talking about. I'm sorry for blabbing but things like that brings you bad memories you know. And I'm sorry, but I really want someone that can respect me as me. As someone with feelings and deserves atleast a bit of respect. [/p]
Shit... Did I screw up?
I replied saying that I had no intention of actually making out. I just wanted to see her again to make sure she was doing alright. I told her I didnt give a fuck about what i've heard. That I really wanted to know her now. Then I asked if we could still be friends.
And she said "Yeah, Just I hope that things would be kept between us." Today on the 13'th I texted her and she said she was busy and was going out with her family.
She didn't reply any of my messages yet.
So I'm wonderin. Did I screw up?
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