Goodbye and Sorry.

Hello folks, as you know I've been a jerk on the temp for the past 6-7 months. Well the reason why was because of this.

In July of 2010, I went up to my Grandmas for a family reunion, But we stayed there earlier before my dad went up so it was just me and my cousins. So while I was up there, my step-Grandpa got pissed at me easily, he did the same thing with my dad when he was growing up so he just wants to do the same shit on me, so he did, but I held my anger all in side, but as you know before any of this shit happened I was a really nice guy here on the temp. I had many great friends on here, and at the time Advi was my boyfriend. So kept My anger all In side and I became one angry mother fucker, but that wasn't all. Since December 2010 I developed a mental-like uncontrollability of my words, I came up with words like "niģger cunt" and "fagģot dick". I was constantly loosing my mind, I was saying things I shouldn't of said, like hating on AGLCB for calling him Fascist because of supporting LBGT (Which are cocksuckers and goodfuckers in a good way), and hating Secret-sauce because of his asperger's (Even though they can be really sensitive sometimes). Even though in real theroy I liked Vulpes, until he became a mod, he became a douche to alot of people, especially this one time at AGLCB, where he (Vulpes) was joking around he would give sexual pleasures to the OP but he edited it because he realized the OP was gay, I found it really offensive. There was one other thread (Couldn't seem to find it.) where he was being an ass to AGLCB again when AGLCB started a thread about colored titles, AGLCB was asking if he wanted one and then Vulpes rudely says "Did anyone ask you if you wanted one?", what a cunt. And later I was banned on the IRC even though it was a silly reason, lilysypha (Who banned me from IRC) banned me because of belligerence, yet I never used caps or "!" I was calmly just trying to discuss something, I tried PMing lily 2 times but she never replied. But I don't care if she wants to be immature and not discuss this then thats fine. All and all, I'm sorry for what I've done for the past year.

So I'm deciding to leave GBATemp due to my mental-like issue increasing higher and higher.


-Vidboy10

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[quote name='Duskye' post='3633793' date='May 8 2011, 09:23 PM'][quote name='Brian117' post='3633787' date='May 9 2011, 02:21 AM']Sorry to see you go Vidboy. You don't really need to apologize for something you couldn't control. The temp isn't the same anymore so I salute you for staying around as long as you have. You had a lot of guts to even make this thread, along with your other thread about the secrets you've kept in and finally released them. If you're reading this Vidboy, let me know what instant messenger clients you use so we can talk again in the future.[/quote]
He uses Msn messenger (Which I haven't been on for so long because of school work and crap Vid)
[/quote]

Was actually hoping for anything but MSN. But I see he has an AIM account which I hope he signs on.
 
[quote name='Vidboy10' post='3633657' date='May 8 2011, 07:27 PM']I liked Vulpes, until he became a mod, he became a douche to alot of people, especially this one time at AGLCB, where he (Vulpes) was joking around he would give sexual pleasures to the OP but he edited it because he realized the OP was gay, I found it really offensive. There was one other thread (Couldn't seem to find it.) where he was being an ass to AGLCB again when AGLCB started a thread about colored titles, AGLCB was asking if he wanted one and then Vulpes rudely says "Did anyone ask you if you wanted one?", what a cunt.[/quote]

Catboy and I speak rather often. Which is why I feel comfortable in joking around with him and giving him a hard time. I think he knows I actually hold him in high regard.
The things I've said to him weren't intended to truly be offensive, but I can understand how they could be taken that way.

Setting all of our past arguments aside;
I wish you all the best in your future endeavors.
 
[quote name='Vulpes Abnocto' post='3633891' date='May 8 2011, 09:40 PM'][quote name='Vidboy10' post='3633657' date='May 8 2011, 07:27 PM']I liked Vulpes, until he became a mod, he became a douche to alot of people, especially this one time at AGLCB, where he (Vulpes) was joking around he would give sexual pleasures to the OP but he edited it because he realized the OP was gay, I found it really offensive. There was one other thread (Couldn't seem to find it.) where he was being an ass to AGLCB again when AGLCB started a thread about colored titles, AGLCB was asking if he wanted one and then Vulpes rudely says "Did anyone ask you if you wanted one?", what a cunt.[/quote]

Catboy and I speak rather often. Which is why I feel comfortable in joking around with him and giving him a hard time. I think he knows I actually hold him in high regard.
The things I've said to him weren't intended to truly be offensive, but I can understand how they could be taken that way.

Setting all of our past arguments aside;
I wish you all the best in your future endeavors.
[/quote]

VP=best Global Mod ever.

Next in line for Admin position, didn't you know?
 
I can't say I've ever seen you on the Temp, like ever.

As for your outbursts, just try to calm down and maybe talk to a therapist.
 
later bitch.

(i just figured seeing as how you were doing a lot of swearing, i wanted to swear at you. Why not right? I expect this post to be removed by a mod).
 
[quote name='_Chaz_' post='3633919' date='May 8 2011, 08:08 PM']If you expect a post to be removed, than don't make it.[/quote]
Just did.
 
Well thanks for linking me via steam, would've never found this thread but you'll be on steam right? And goodbye I hope you click the Forgot Password eventually (well not now but do a big return or something).
 
Well, you know, you gotta do what you gotta do. If you are having some kind of psychotic thing going on, you really should seek help, if that's even possible for you. Lord knows it isn't possible for me, which is a shame if you knew the skeletons in my closet, but I try not to let that bleed through on the forums, though it inevitably does sometimes. We are all only human, after all.

As for lilysypha, I'm gonna have to defend her here. She is one of the most rational people I've encountered on these forums and if she has a problem with you, then there is truly a problem. Please don't berate her for her ability to be rational and and her exceptional ability to recognize that irrationality when it arises. Try to see her as a voice of reason and reflect on what she may have said to you to make yourself a better person.....at least as you project yourself on forums. Whether she realizes it or not, she has given me a different insight into myself that I had not considered before. Regardless of how abrasive her comments might have been, she made perfect sense in what she said. I really respect that.

You yourself have recognized the error of your ways, whether it was someone else who pointed it out or you noticed it yourself. You don't have to leave GBAtemp to fix your error. Just think before you post and try to understand how your posts can affect other members. Even I forget that sometimes. I can be quite the SOB sometimes, I know that. Who knows, maybe if you talk your issues out, you can alleviate many of the issues you are having. Sometimes just talking about stuff, and listening to what people say about it, can help a lot. You'd be surprised at what the words of just one person can do for your well-being. lilysypha has done that for me, whether she realizes it or not.

Instead of just quitting GBAtemp in disgust or shame, try to reflect on some of the things you may regret having said in the past and attempt to change your ways. You might just be surprised in how the community will change their opinion of you and accept you into the fold.

We only see what you say here on the forums, not what you do in real life. If you guard what you say, and keep your troubled feelings to yourself and think about how your words can affect other people, you may actually come to find that you actually have many friends here that think the same as you.

I'll be honest, I don't really know you, but I don't look at who's posting what when I read through threads, that's just my "blind justice" way of existing. If I ever offended you. I'm truly sorry. I'm trying to help you now in the only way I can, by being as blindly objective as I can. No matter how many people have hated on things you may have said, there are always those who agree with your opinions. Try to align yourself with those people who agreed with you instead of focusing on the negative things the haters have said.

I'm all for letting bygones be bygones. Don't leave based on some perceived notion that everyone hates you. I don't hate you. You can always project yourself as a better person than you actually are, I do it all the time, so can you.

Keep in mind that GBAtemp is a community of gamers, not doctors or psychiatrists or deep-thought scientist, just gamers. Keep your posts light-natured and fun and you will have a lot better time here, I promise you.
 
You sure about leaving? I mean, we can always help you out here, by just talking. If your descicion is made, and if that is what you want (leaving), then we have no rights to stop you, but we do hope to see you again in the future. Good luck and take care!

@Ikki: the reason why everyone leaves, is mostley because of taking care of thing in Real life, or leaving because the 'Temp is getting jampacked with inpleasentness (has anyone noticed the recent outbreak of shitty thread, noob thread and spam because of the hell load of clones, + older members being jerks?)
 
Hey dude, we all have rough times, it's how we get through it. Don't worry, after every shower comes a rainbow, and yours is on the way.
 
It's the internet, you are kinda allowed to act like a jerk. Anyway, never noticed it, but good luck I guess :)
 
I don't see the reason of making a password you won't remember... Why not just... don't log in?
If you come back, and log in again, then there's a reason to it: you want to come.
If you don't WANT to come here, no one is forcing you, so keep the password as it is... and come back when you are ready and want to come back :)
I can't remember one time i've seen you rude... I think I've only seen positive posts from you.
 
Now listen to the Serenade of Water to reflect upon yourself.

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WUGuBE0o_hs[/youtube]
 
[quote name='Vulpes Abnocto' post='3633891' date='May 8 2011, 10:40 PM'][quote name='Vidboy10' post='3633657' date='May 8 2011, 07:27 PM']I liked Vulpes, until he became a mod, he became a douche to alot of people, especially this one time at AGLCB, where he (Vulpes) was joking around he would give sexual pleasures to the OP but he edited it because he realized the OP was gay, I found it really offensive. There was one other thread (Couldn't seem to find it.) where he was being an ass to AGLCB again when AGLCB started a thread about colored titles, AGLCB was asking if he wanted one and then Vulpes rudely says "Did anyone ask you if you wanted one?", what a cunt.[/quote]

Catboy and I speak rather often. Which is why I feel comfortable in joking around with him and giving him a hard time. I think he knows I actually hold him in high regard.
The things I've said to him weren't intended to truly be offensive, but I can understand how they could be taken that way.

Setting all of our past arguments aside;
I wish you all the best in your future endeavors.
[/quote]
I can confirm this. Fox is most likely one of my closest friend's on this site and I know he's messing around, thus I know he means nothing of it.
I too see where you could have taken offence to it because I am pretty sure not everyone on the Temp knows that we friends.
 
Bye.


[quote name='Vidboy10' post='3633657' date='May 9 2011, 12:27 AM']in a good way[/quote]
:rofl2:

[quote name='Vidboy10' post='3633738' date='May 9 2011, 01:40 AM']Anyways, this will be my last post before I change my password to something I cant remember too so I can never sign in again.[/quote]
Except for the password reset feature.

[quote name='Schlupi' post='3633898' date='May 9 2011, 03:44 AM']VP=best Global Mod ever.

Next in line for Admin position, didn't you know?[/quote]
You mean VA? :tpi:
 
Hey man. I'm way more of an asshole on these forums than most other people. You're not that bad, really.
 
[quote name='DeadlyFoez' post='3634892' date='May 9 2011, 10:36 PM']Hey man. I'm way more of an asshole on these forums than most other people. You're not that bad, really.[/quote]No argument here, lol!
jks jks
 
If I knew who you were, then I'd probably care, but (unfortunately?) I don't. I will, however, still say goodbye.
 

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