I got Zelda OOT 3D and I'm going out to a steakhouse with my mom later tonight.
Yay!
Also I might finally muster up the courage to tell the guy I have a crush on currently, how I feel.
Personal stuff in spoiler.
Yay!
Also I might finally muster up the courage to tell the guy I have a crush on currently, how I feel.
Personal stuff in spoiler.
He's someone I've known since March and spent hours upon hours talking to ever since we met.
We met on World of Warcraft because he and I were into PVP and he couldn't beat me after trying for 90 minutes to kill me in a duel before I told him that no rogue on the server had ever beat me since the beginning of the season (I played Disc Priest). And we just started playing together a lot after that, though we have both quit WoW for some time now.
I never really thought of him the way I do now until recently. I dreamed I was his nurse and he had healing bullet wounds in his chest. It was odd. Only time I ever had him in a dream at all.
He's younger than me. That was one thing that's deterred me from thinking of him as more than a friend for so long.
I swore off younger men earlier this year, and then wound up getting involved with a guy younger than ever, and it was a disaster. Hadn't had my heart broken that brutally and swiftly ever since I was 13..
But I gotta hand it to Yas, he is one of few people who've really maintained a friendship with me outside of the medium through which we met. I don't meet many people who talk to me outside of what ever game we met in, but some of those people have become my most valued confidantes over the years, him included. I just wonder if he likes me in the sense that he would care for me to be his own. I dont know if that's what I want right now, but I do really have profound respect for him and he does have a job and he does have enough life experience that I see him as an adult when I don't even feel like I'm one at age 28.
The reason I swore off younger men at all is because I've spent a good part of my 20's being involved with younger men and it got me no happiness in the long run, especially with the seemingly endless chain of long distance quasi-relationships I've been involved in since 2006.
But at this point I just want to know if he thinks I'm really lovely. I never really cared if he did or not until recently. Maybe that's what made it so easy to spend so much time talking with him and playing online games together. But he also got a really good (in the admirable sense) job as a teacher's aide in a school for special needs children which should impress anyone who would question me getting involved with yet another younger guy despite my history of disappointment. Oh god. I am totally overthinking this.
He lives over a thousand miles away.
I have got to stop overthinking this.
I just wanna know if he thinks I'm really lovely... instead of just like a sister or family member.
I hope he does, I don't really understand why he would enjoy spending so much time talking to me if there wasn't more to it. But he's one of few people I've met that even after so many months I really can't tell if likes me that way at all.
For the record i think he's 22 or 23. O.o
We met on World of Warcraft because he and I were into PVP and he couldn't beat me after trying for 90 minutes to kill me in a duel before I told him that no rogue on the server had ever beat me since the beginning of the season (I played Disc Priest). And we just started playing together a lot after that, though we have both quit WoW for some time now.
I never really thought of him the way I do now until recently. I dreamed I was his nurse and he had healing bullet wounds in his chest. It was odd. Only time I ever had him in a dream at all.
He's younger than me. That was one thing that's deterred me from thinking of him as more than a friend for so long.
I swore off younger men earlier this year, and then wound up getting involved with a guy younger than ever, and it was a disaster. Hadn't had my heart broken that brutally and swiftly ever since I was 13..
But I gotta hand it to Yas, he is one of few people who've really maintained a friendship with me outside of the medium through which we met. I don't meet many people who talk to me outside of what ever game we met in, but some of those people have become my most valued confidantes over the years, him included. I just wonder if he likes me in the sense that he would care for me to be his own. I dont know if that's what I want right now, but I do really have profound respect for him and he does have a job and he does have enough life experience that I see him as an adult when I don't even feel like I'm one at age 28.
The reason I swore off younger men at all is because I've spent a good part of my 20's being involved with younger men and it got me no happiness in the long run, especially with the seemingly endless chain of long distance quasi-relationships I've been involved in since 2006.
But at this point I just want to know if he thinks I'm really lovely. I never really cared if he did or not until recently. Maybe that's what made it so easy to spend so much time talking with him and playing online games together. But he also got a really good (in the admirable sense) job as a teacher's aide in a school for special needs children which should impress anyone who would question me getting involved with yet another younger guy despite my history of disappointment. Oh god. I am totally overthinking this.
He lives over a thousand miles away.
I have got to stop overthinking this.
I just wanna know if he thinks I'm really lovely... instead of just like a sister or family member.
I hope he does, I don't really understand why he would enjoy spending so much time talking to me if there wasn't more to it. But he's one of few people I've met that even after so many months I really can't tell if likes me that way at all.
For the record i think he's 22 or 23. O.o