I feel lonely...

I feel lonely. Lonely as in a whole part of my life has passed by and I can't return to it no matter how hard I try. I want some of the old back and some friends to share it with, even if it means reliving the bad again. I miss those who've gotten me to where I am now, because I forgot them when I got to this point. I never talk to those people anymore and I simply wish I could. Now those I've forgotten have simply forgotten me...
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Spectral Blizzard
Don't worry, be happy.
There are a lot of things you can still do.
[Why did someone like this? This is a serious topic!]
Just don't get any suicidal thoughts on me. Then I won't know the right thing to do.
Hopefully this was inspirational?
Just make the best of your life, no matter what.
 
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bennyman123abc
Right now is just filled with pain and depression. Aging has seemed to have done that for me. I just want to relive the old days with my best friends that I wish I could have back...
 
bennyman123abc
@SG854 I'm trying to make new friends. Nothing seems to be working out however. I just can't seem to fill the void that my old friends have left. Nothing seems to fill that void. And I'm 16. It's public on my profile.

@Marioyoshi64 Thanks :)

The real problem about trying to make new friends is that I really only get along with girls, and being a 16 year old boy, most girls think I'm trying to hit on them...
 
bennyman123abc
@Marioyoshi64 I'd like to get in touch with my old friends but, everyone else has continued on with their lives. We all stopped talking when I started dating tbh... I never devoted enough time to friends; all of it went to my girlfriend. And now, look at how that turned out. I'm single and have lost all of the friends that once meant everything to me...
 
bennyman123abc
But why forget about the past when it hurts this much to try to let go? In all honesty, I just want something to fill the huge void left by them...
 
bennyman123abc
In theory, couldn't this site be considered one? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

In all seriousness tho, I guess I could try talking to random people here to make friends. It doesn't seem like that bad of an idea in all honesty.
 
gman666
Don't feed into your nostalgia for the past. Nostalgia is a dangerous path and wanting to go back to the past will only stop you from embracing the future. Instead, you should use your nostalgia/past to better your future and accomplish every goal that you set for yourself.
 
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VinsCool
I don't mean to ruin the mood but once you reach your 20's you will feel a lot worse.
Thankfully alcohol would be legal to buy.
 
VinsCool
That or take some in their stash while they sleep.
Do not do what I did, and don't drink underage.

Just seek for the future. Nostalgia is not always good.
 
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FreePlayFlorida
not only as you get older, friends drift apart, move on, as does life, you also realize a lot of so called friends as more just acquaintances you meet on the journey, the true friends will stay with you no matter what, even after months, years apart you will catch up again, but also I think social media/FB etc has really killed the art of real conversation, so yes can be harder to make new friends unless you physically go out there and try, and doesn't matter on age, certainly at 16 don't get down on it, you will make hundreds of new friends as you journey in life continues :D
 
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