I'm happy again.

Hello, I currently feel amazing. I don't know what to say.

I have found a new side of me, a side which is full of hapiness and love of life. I feel amazing, and I feel as if I am about to cry (happiness, of course.). It's been so long since I have felt such happiness, and I have missed it for so long.
To anyone who is suffering, good luck and I wish the best for you. I hope things get better.

Thank you.
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Could you elaborate on this new side of you that you have found?

Been stuck with depression for the past couple of years and would love to find a way out of it.
 
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Now you've got singing in the rain stuck in my head. I love hearing about people finding joy when they weren't able to before. Congrats man!
 
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@x65943 Yeah. Last time I've checked, my sleep schedule has been improving during the past weeks. But I'm still afraid that my depression will return, though. Anyway, I feel that something has improved.

@RHOPKINS13 I have decided to give life another chance, and it worked out very well. I have been isolating myself from real life as I really didn't enjoy anything anymore, I didn't want to do anything, really. My parents refused to believe my mental condition (I do see why- if I was a parent, the last thing I would want for my child is to be suffering) for years now. I was finally able to vent out to them, and it helped a lot, knowing that people are out for me and willing to help me no matter what. That's where I decided to give life a chance. I have now begun to do physical activities (exercise, sport), and it has cheered me up a lot. I now have developed self-esteem about my self, and I enjoy being me again, something that I haven't experienced for a long time. I had no idea what I was thinking, honestly.

I know this may seem like the most generic thing ever, but it works out well for me. I don't 100% know if this is gonna be permanent, but I hope it will be. I really like life right now.

Oh, and I almost forgot: don't go antidepressents. That shit never works. Well, it doesn't for me, anyways.
 
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I've been wondering how my ol' boys have been doing. Its great to hear you are doing great right now! I hope it stays that way.
 
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have you received a puppy or a kitty?
When I received Zelda, I was in depression, and she helped me a lot
Even if at the beginning, she didn't want to go out of her cage
She kept spiting at me, but after few days, she became very friendly to me
And since then, she helped me to go through depression
 
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@GhostLatte anytime bb
@VinsCool Now that I look at it, it really does sound like that. Oh god.
 
Anti Depressants took 1 Sent me too Hell I wanted to die it magnified everything by 100%. NEVER AGAIN! NO More trying to f**k with Chemicals in my Brain.
 
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