So a lot of my friends don't understand why I'm always single or why i always decline a girl that come to me and even some asked me if i was gay few times ^^"
The thing is i'm not gay, i'm attracted to women but i never find a woman attractive paradoxal you might say
well the thing is I start to be sad about that because i'm someone extremely romantic and i would like to share things with someone but I also have extremely high standards and i can't do anything about that.
I don't have any problems to seduce someone(people even comes to me without me wanting to) but the sad thing is i never found someone i would like to be in relationship with, like either they have a great soul (in subjecive therm i don't trust in those spiritual things)and don't look good at all(well when i say great soul i mean okay because i never met someone as interesting as i would like to),
either they look great but they are absolutely not interesting as a person at all
and I really can't date someone that isn't both special as a person and and look great as well
which start to make me sad like i would like so much to meet someone different that i find both great as a person and that look good the thing is i never found anyone that is just great as a person and in total if you count internet and actors, there is only 12 women that i found physically attractive in my whole life
but again those 12 weren't interesting mentally
And i said that i found because my tastes changed and actually there is only 2 girls that i found physicaly attractive but not as a person
Whatever all this text just for saying that i'm way too picky, that i can't change that and that i don't want to either, but also that it make me sad because i would like so much to be able to share something with someone
(ps there is one expetion : a girl for whom i was crazy in love for over a year and an half and for whom i changed a lot (loosed 30kg, got rid of my social anxiety and my obsessive compulsives disorder) but at that time i was someone really different and even if i mooved on (i don't have feelings anymore) she is the only girl that i know which is both attractive mentally and physically in my point of view (i counted her in the 2 and 12 physically attracti but since i was some really shy, fat and awkward guy at that time things didn't end up well and now she can't see me anymore even though i'm someone completely different)
So the question is what would you do if you are someone attractive enough (well i'm more than the majority but also because i do 3h of sport per day and i eat healty and count every things to have an optimal health so i don't want to boast but it is still pretty modest) but that you can't find anyone that you find attractive even though you would like to ?
The thing is i'm not gay, i'm attracted to women but i never find a woman attractive paradoxal you might say
well the thing is I start to be sad about that because i'm someone extremely romantic and i would like to share things with someone but I also have extremely high standards and i can't do anything about that.
I don't have any problems to seduce someone(people even comes to me without me wanting to) but the sad thing is i never found someone i would like to be in relationship with, like either they have a great soul (in subjecive therm i don't trust in those spiritual things)and don't look good at all(well when i say great soul i mean okay because i never met someone as interesting as i would like to),
either they look great but they are absolutely not interesting as a person at all
and I really can't date someone that isn't both special as a person and and look great as well
which start to make me sad like i would like so much to meet someone different that i find both great as a person and that look good the thing is i never found anyone that is just great as a person and in total if you count internet and actors, there is only 12 women that i found physically attractive in my whole life
but again those 12 weren't interesting mentally
And i said that i found because my tastes changed and actually there is only 2 girls that i found physicaly attractive but not as a person
Whatever all this text just for saying that i'm way too picky, that i can't change that and that i don't want to either, but also that it make me sad because i would like so much to be able to share something with someone
(ps there is one expetion : a girl for whom i was crazy in love for over a year and an half and for whom i changed a lot (loosed 30kg, got rid of my social anxiety and my obsessive compulsives disorder) but at that time i was someone really different and even if i mooved on (i don't have feelings anymore) she is the only girl that i know which is both attractive mentally and physically in my point of view (i counted her in the 2 and 12 physically attracti but since i was some really shy, fat and awkward guy at that time things didn't end up well and now she can't see me anymore even though i'm someone completely different)
So the question is what would you do if you are someone attractive enough (well i'm more than the majority but also because i do 3h of sport per day and i eat healty and count every things to have an optimal health so i don't want to boast but it is still pretty modest) but that you can't find anyone that you find attractive even though you would like to ?
