Never take a life for granted.

I don't even know what to say. Nobody saw it coming.
It makes you wonder what you could have done differently that might have prevented it.
I never thought I'd lose one of my best friends to suicide. She was such an amazing person.
I thought I'd have more time to spend with her. In fact, I was planning on going over to her house on Sunday.
She asked me to come over a week or so ago, but I was so busy with work and I just couldn't get the time off.
I am just in shock. My mind is all over the place.

I don't know what it's like to be a transgender woman. I don't know what thoughts went through her head. Especially with her parents not accepting her.
All I know is that she's gone now. I just wish I could have been there to do something. I can only imagine what her family feels.

Rest in peace my beloved friend. You will be missed.

If you could, take some time to watch some of her YouTube videos. I know there aren't a lot, but she loved making them and she spent a lot of time on them.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCFqNV_p922UMjhcTPwM-tEQ

Edit: Here is her other channel

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdyNlsqhl7M_ygKcpbK5nBw/videos
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Seliph
I'm sorry to hear that. Losing someone so suddenly is always heart-wrenching and shocking and sad. It's good that you got to know her and be a part of her life and it seems like you were a positive influence on her life, which I'm sure she appreciated.

It is... deeply painful to not get the acceptance and validation from the people like parents who are closest to you. It has caused so many deaths and so much pain and that's why it's always so important to just be supportive and loving of other people, and it sounds like you were loving and supportive to her which is wonderful.

Sending love and good vibes to you <3
 
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Nikokaro
So sorry to hear about your friend. These are things that when they happen take everyone by surprise, dismay and traumatize. But they are often things that are pre-announced, perhaps by small clues and weak calls for help, which are often not picked up, or are underestimated. The human mind is so complex and twisted; perhaps the cause of this act had nothing to do with unaccepted transsexuality, perhaps she had other problems...who knows. When these things happen, it is an accusation against the whole society, which makes the most fragile individuals feel alone, isolated, outcast instead of taking them by the hand, making them feel accepted and an indispensable part of a whole.

I join in prayer.
Be strong. A warm greeting.
 
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