Such a long time...

So its been more than 4 months or something,and today I decided to open gbatemp to see if I had any PM's or not. Obviously there were none and then I decided to go through my my previous messages and blogs,and tbh,I've never been more ashamed and embarrassed about myself. I don't know what I was thinking when I wrote all that,ranted about crushes,interfered in other people's lives and the list goes on...