Why I'm not active.

So, some of you might have been wondering why I'm not active as much.

Well, its because I been trying to find something I can do that will at least change the way people look at me.

But I'm failing. I tried to code, I tried to draw, I even tried to just use RPG maker but I suck at these things.

I even tried to help a Minecraft Pocket Edition server but got IP banned for no reason.

I'm trying to change as I am very weird in school and get in trouble a lot because of my ADHD.

In fact this was one of the reasons of why I stared Solar Team.

But I just keep failing and failing.

I'm a worthless sack of shit and don't belong to be in this forum.

Which is why I'm thinking of leaving.

I'll just be a weird hyper stupid kid that can't do anything fucking right.

I used to have friends until a lot of fucking drama happened.

Why? It was because of me.

The only thing I'm good at is just playing ace attorney. That s fucking it.

But if you want me to stay.

Find me something that can make me not worthless and I'll stay.

But until then I'll be reading the comments as I slowly fade away from this forum.

So,

Bye.

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Whoa, it's not like you to be this upset! :(
I am certainly sure you still have at least a few friends on this site! And I am one of 'em, for sure!!

Dude, you don't suck. You probably just... have to take things slow and steady. Study well, experiment with things, get access to things that make life easier! You're bound to make something useful/enjoyable through these methods! :)
 
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Ricken
Everything takes practice. If you want to code, start small. Even if it's just a simple "Hello World" Then just play around with the commands of whatever language you're coding in. Experiment. then, try something simple, like a calculator.
I want to say something motivational, but I can't say anything better than what Voxel said, as I can't think of anything :P
 
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Feeling it!
Having ADHD doesnt make you worthless....it makes you faster paced and don't let anyone take that from you.
just practice C++.
 
Olmectron
Coding is really hard if you don't like it.

But if you like it, just give it some time, and practice it everyday. You'll become eventually very talented.
 
Feeling it!
We think you should give yourself more years because your brain is not nearly done growing at 11.
 
FAST6191
"But I just keep failing and failing."

That's not how life works? Guess I have been doing it wrong all these years. Wouldn't be the first time.
 
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Ricken
If you're 11, then as for coding, I recommend waiting for the option of a computer related elective class (I got the option in 7th grade)

EDIT; I personally suck at coding :P
 
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mashers
@Jacklack3
You're really young to be having thoughts like this. Have you spoken to anybody about this irl? I remember feeling a similar way when I was a similar age because I didn't fit in with oth people very well and felt I was pretty worthless. I wish I'd known then what I know now (I.e. that I am on the spectrum). You know what makes you different to other kids. Use it to your advantage. Be frivolous with your attention as that's the way your mind works (also partly because of your age). Let your mind spark off in thousand of different directions and give zero fucks about the outcomes of any of them. Your ADHD will let you try so many things and not get stuck on the details. Then when you find what you're really good at and what you really love doing it will be so much easier to focus on it and realise you are worthwhile. Until then, don't take life so seriously and don't put yourself under so much pressure!
 
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I, myself, do Computer Science as a GCSE at school at the moment, and we are currently learning Python. (We're learning SQL code next year, apparently...)

Don't get me wrong, it's boring as f**k, but it will get me the necessary grades I need to get that game designer job I've always wanted! :D

As for you Jacklack, I think it would benefit you as a big hobby! You should take the baby steps, and then when you're familiar with the basics, hop on to the more advanced things!
It took me quite some time to learn the basics of C(++)/C# coding, maybe almost too long, but I have been able to move on to really cool things afterwards!!


TL;DR, the more you learn, the more rewarding it actually gets! ^_^
 
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I feel like I should say something









PINGAS
 
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If you do want do continue to try and learn to code, I'd suggest you try Perl. It's the only programming language I can think of that's actually kinda like a human language.

I'm not too great at it and I know very little, but I've already managed to make something that's at least a little functional, I bet you could probably do something better with it than I can.
 
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