So what was supposed to be the best night of my life turned into the worst

So me and my fiancée went to this graduation party (woo) and we got a little fun there, drinks food and all. Then I see her kissing some guy in front me and said I was just placeholder which hurt me a lot because I gave her a second chance so now I'm on the verge of killing myself. Please help

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Argo
Don't resort to suicide ever. If you need help, please get it. Just don't ever try to kill yourself. There's always another path you can take to get you out of any situation. I've never tried to do it, but someone really close to me tried, and it was the worst experience in my life. There is always another way to solve something.
Lots of people have already said the same thing, but you need to cut this person off from your life. I can't imagine how difficult it'll be, but you need to in order to move forward. Get help from family members as support if you have trouble doing it yourself. I'm still a kid, and I don't have a strong understanding of relationships, but I remember your previous blog post, and I really can't think of this person as being someone you should be with.
 
richardparker
@sarkwalvein oh gawd i didnt want to use the word 'lesbian' ! thats why i wrote'bi',which carries both the meanings! u misunderstood me. badly.
 
Youkai
Lol ask GBATemp and you will get help in either way ...

but as a Girl you would even get a lot of nice guys offering you any kind of service XD
 
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G
Look on the bright side, no need to spend money on divorce as she told you how she feels and when someone's drunk then chances are they're telling the truth. Your fee-on-say prefers guys after all.
 
TeamScriptKiddies
Killing yourself only eliminates the possibility of things getting better, which THEY WILL GET BETTER. It sounds like your fiance is not the one for you as others have stated. He/she is not treating you properly at all, its abuse. Don't let her/him get the best of you, don't let you fiance win. No matter how bad you may be hurting right now, things will get better. It doesn't seem that way right now, but believe me it will, hang in there, you will find the right person, but right now you need to just focus on yourself
 
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Haloman800
Be glad you didn't marry her yet! Jump ship while you can! Once a cheater, always a cheater. Free yourself.
 
Katsumi San
Dear person... Do not make life stop for you because only one person. Life is continue! You should too! You are think "I am 20something... I make this far in life, past years is thrown away over such person?" No way, you are better person.

Hmm.. perhaps someone will understand my saying? I try...
 
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GalladeGuy
That's rough. :/ I guess you know what she really thinks about you. There's a lot of fish in the sea. Sometimes it's best to let the small, cheater fish back in. Or throw them off a cliff. Either way works. ;)
 
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Olmectron
As everyone else has said. Suicide is never the answer.

Think everything carefully and at your own pace. Talking with friends and family is always good in these cases. I don't think that talking to strangers in GBATemp could help a lot (well, most people have commented positive things, so it could help you in some way, I think).
 
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sarkwalvein
@richardparker I don't see how I misunderstood you. You said exactly what I thought you said, and I bent it exactly how I said I did in order to make that bad joke.
Also, don't be so touchy. Lesbian is not a "bad word" or something to avoid (what is wrong with it?), and bi(sexual) is not at all the same as Lesbian, else my joke couldn't be made. That is the point actually.
 
G
oh gawd i didnt want to use the word 'lesbian' ! thats why i wrote'bi',which carries both the meanings! u misunderstood me. badly.
Click to expand...

Huh? Wasn't aware the word lesbian is now unPC.
 
TotalInsanity4
Good lord people I want to remove my eyes with a fork after reading all these comments that amount to "you could always try going bi ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)." Have some fucking respect, damn
 
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MsMidnight
No I'm not going bi. I'm happy with who I am and not going to change that.

@mudassirul It was a random person

@GalladeGuy I think throwing her in a volcano would be more satisfying :}
 
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