Life? updates? stuff? read below

I know I haven’t done any blogs, (I don’t really think any cares imo)

But I almost have everything for my Wii Portable Project. As @Jayro Requested, I’ll try to document it as much as I can. (I just need some more money, and then I will be able to start.)


But this blog is personal sorta, as I have talked about before, I am Introverted, shy(?), I have Social anxiety, and the like. I have public fears, many Paranoia’s, and have small problems talking to people and stuff.

And you guys remember my blog about my epiphany? How I said to “live” by the quote and what not? Well, its more complicated than that. Online, irl, I have been wearing a mask, you know how it goes, don’t show my true feelings, be the guy everybody wants, please everyone, etc etc.

Well I have decided to take off the mask essentially, I want to thank my friend Bean for that, she has helped me through it. So, for now, I guess it’s been pretty nice, irl, most sarcastic, smart alek person you’ll ever meet. I am not afraid anymore.

(Also, I hate dancing in public, you need this context.)

So, Couple years back, I had friends, who were also homeschooled, and we were basically best friends. And ofc, their fam moved to the other side of the U.S, so we didn’t talk really. But, They came back in august, and yeah… We are friends again, and it’s pretty nice, because I have known these people for a while, and they Tolerate me in a sense. So them and I, have this Mutual friend (the one that likes me), and she and her sister, do swing dancing classes, so she got my friends into it. And so, since I hate dancing in public, I have decided, to take some classes, and what not.

(lmao, my heart is beating faster, because I am freaking out, just thinking about this.)

So when my mom drops me off tomorrow I plan to ask if I can go with them.

So there is that.

I have also started writing more, Leisurely, written some songs, poems, and actually a story already.

Ig that’s as personal as I am gonna get in this blog, doubt anyone will reply XD.
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i used to be like this cause when i tried to talk to people, i would just get this feeling in my stomach when i tried to talk. one day i decide to diminish this feeling by actually standing up against it. now i have many freinds
 
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Yeah, I have learned it sucks starting out,
but once you start gaining speed, it gets easier.
 

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