I think I hate this day. D:

I don't like my birthdays in general and it's not like I care much about it anyways, but.. I don't know.


Why do I feel so atrabilious today? sigh. D:

My mother hasn't even called me yet, usually she calls me as soon as it's midnight to wish me a nice birthday and tell me she loves me. For some reason it makes me much sadder than I expected it would make me that she hasn't called yet. My best friend has not said a word to me either.


Instead strangers start wishing me a happy birthday... it feels so wrong. I know they did not mean to hurt me or anything, yeah, they did not mean anything at all with it, so why bother?

I may sound way more depressed than I actually am, I am pretty much looking forward to later, when Phil will come over and we'll watch my new Blu-Rays (WALL-E~!! <3333) together with bfsan who's currently taking our son to his parents (bfsan's parents). So I can even drink a little tonight, if I feel like it, I'm not been that excited about drinking lately.. we'll see about that.

And I'll make fried chinese noodles with veggies, yum. :3


Sigh, I'll do some cleaning to get my mind off of the depressing thoughts!




Hahaha, I just received a mail from my dad which was rather amusing, so suddenly I feel much better. XD (yes, it's that easy to get me in a good mood again.) Anyways, I'll still do the cleaning, hehe. XD


Oh but I am very sad that the skirt I wanted to buy (http://www.play.com/Clothing/T-Shirts/4-/5857730/-/Product.html) is no longer available in my size! ;______________________;

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Toni Plutonij
Hey miruki, if I could I would get there and make a party for you ;) Lighten up you a bit :P

When I wish you all the best, you know it's really honest, I'm not maybe the person that know you the best, but we had our few little talks ;)
And I wish every word I already wrote you ;)

Take care, everything will turn to better, you'll see! :wub:
 
miruki
gaaah, XD I did not mean too sound like I'm really depressed now or anything, I'm already in a much better mood!

Haha, Toni I'm not sure if I really want you to throw a party for me, that thought kinda scares me.. XD~ I'm no longer used to partying, you know! XD
 
Toni Plutonij
[quote name='miruki' post='1681417' date='Jan 3 2009, 03:12 PM']gaaah, XD I did not mean too sound like I'm really depressed now or anything, I'm already in a much better mood!

Haha, Toni I'm not sure if I really want you to throw a party for me, that thought kinda scares me.. XD~ I'm no longer used to partying, you know! XD[/quote]
Actually, I think you'd love it.....I'm more calm person that I look like.....I don't drink any more, at all, I haven't drank alcohol for a whole year..
When I make party, it's a very nice socializing with a few people I like (not too many people, I hate crowds), maybe some movie, and like that!!

I'm glad to see you're better ;)
 
tinymonkeyt
happy birfday!
you never know, maybe theyre planning a surprise birthday party? (dont get your hopes too high though. i thought that once and it turned out to be nothing)

well just enjoy yourself today :]
 
Noitora
I hope my silly drawing made you feel a little better, the real present will come with the letter xD
Happy birthday!
 
miruki
Thanks everyone!! :) We just watched WALL-E and now the boys are bowling a bit on the PS3, haha. XD

[quote name='Toni Plutonij' post='1681424' date='Jan 3 2009, 02:17 PM']Actually, I think you'd love it.....I'm more calm person that I look like.....I don't drink any more, at all, I haven't drank alcohol for a whole year..
When I make party, it's a very nice socializing with a few people I like (not too many people, I hate crowds), maybe some movie, and like that!!

I'm glad to see you're better ;)[/quote]
Hah! I always recover reaaaaaally fast! ^^v

Aaaaand.. if that's partying with you then I'd love to do it someday! *__* I love that kind of party the best too! I only drink occasionally (like, right now, haha.) but I never get drunk, hehe. XD~
 
Noitora
[quote name='miruki' post='1682274' date='Jan 4 2009, 01:33 AM']Thanks everyone!! :) We just watched WALL-E and now the boys are bowling a bit on the PS3, haha. XD[/quote]
Wasn't WALL-E really a sad movie?
 
miruki
Dankeschoen, Neko.. :wtf:



Ehhh.... nooo, it's very dramatic a few times, but it's SO damn cute and funny almost all the time.. *_* You'd love it Tora-chan! *____*
 

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