Intrusive thoughts

So I've been having a lot of Intrusive Thoughts lately, for no reason. For example, when I think of someone, I make up this scenario where I said something horribly rude to them (like something racist or just rude in general) and I act as if I did it in real life, although it never happened. Does anyone else think like this?

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I would love to provide some input but considering who OP is and the date this was posted...
 
It's not like you'd DO it. But, the way your subconscious is processing your societal behavior patterns, and telling you NOT to smack the bald guy, it is providing you with a scenario justifying WHY it is telling you not to jump off that bridge or scream the N-word in WalMart.

It's kind of like how you can't actually intentionally lie to someone unless you actually know the truth. Your brain is just telling you what NOT to do, very descriptively.
 
welp, in that case, I'm intrusive thoughts: the person. LITERALLY EVERY SINGLE DAY ON EVERY SINGLE MOMENT, i am sick.
 

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