Damn.

Ok, so for those of you who don't remember my last blog, read it here.
If you're like tl;dr, this is the short version: there's a girl at my school who I kinda like but I don't know her and I'm too shy to talk to her.
Now yesterday evening there was a party, you know, beer, lots of beer and great music.
And I got kinda... well drunk, and I ended up french kissing (for the first time in my life, I suck at love when I'm sober) a girl that a friend of mine had a crush on.
He told me not to worry about it, but I still feel guilty since
1. She lives in another province and I don't know if I'll ever see her again.
2. My friend had a crush on her
3.I kissed her while I have a crush on someone else.

Is this weird?
I feel so sucky right now, though I am kinda glad to finally have french kissed (I'm 16) but I just don't know what to think.

Comments

scrtmstr
dude, relax.
first, you were drunk: when you're drunk, you do things you don't want to do. So it's not really you're fault. Just explain that to your friend, and he'll understand.
And it's not really wrong to kiss someone, while you've got a crush on somebody else. It's not like you're already having a relationship.

just chill out mate, and congratulations :P
 
Demonbart
[quote name='scrtmstr' post='2765966' date='Apr 18 2010, 05:12 PM']dude, relax.
first, you were drunk: when you're drunk, you do things you don't want to do. So it's not really you're fault. Just explain that to your friend, and he'll understand.
And it's not really wrong to kiss someone, while you've got a crush on somebody else. It's not like you're already having a relationship.

just chill out mate, and congratulations :P[/quote]


[quote name='Assassination' post='2765978' date='Apr 18 2010, 05:14 PM']congrats on french kissing.[/quote]
Thanks both of you, and yeah scrtmstr you're prolly right. He's usually reasonable but a bit desperate when it comes to girls, so yeah I hope he won't be too mad with me.
 
bnwchbammer
Yeah dude, don't worry about it.
You remind me of me... kinda.
I had a strange first kiss situation.
And I had a crush on a girl for a while.
Cept I don't go to parties.
Anyway, whenever I'm feeling stressed out I just say
"Man, just whatever."
(Hardly a sentence I know)
But still.
It's just whatever.
Keep trying to talk to your crush, it's cool.
You're 16, just chill.
 

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