I JUST WANNA FUCKING CRY

Okay. So im in grade 11 and its almost the end of my school year. Next year ill be in grade 12. Im starting to look back to when i was in grade 8 and had nothing to worry about and had a ton of shit to do. And im also looking towards the future where i start my life as a adult and do all this stuff.The times change. I will miss my times where i met new freinds. The times i had the time of my life. The time where i faced serious problems and fixed em no matter what. After i graduate, i know all my freinds will either stay or move somewhere far to do their ambitions or continue education somewhere and probaly barely talk or run into them. I will look back and wish i could relive my childhood. I will have to soon go to college to be something like a sound producer or become a rapper. I will marry and have children in my future. I will own my own house and property. I will do stuff every adult does. I just wanna cry about the future after graduation and my childhood and teen years.
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Xzi
Meh, school seems like your whole world right now, but once the mandatory years are done, you'll appreciate all the newfound freedom.
 
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Xathya
life gets the goods when is work and make the monies and can do stufses u want to dos :D trust sesioned veterans of coal mines IT systens :D
 
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Pleng
Nooo its not. I will tho. Its a bucketlist thing
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If you want to do it then don't be so miserable about it. If you don't want to do it then don't let yourself be pushed in to doing it "just because that's what people do"
 
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Xanthe
Fuck man, the feels-friday train is here early.

I'm also a Junior and I'm moving onto that senior year shit. The feels have been hitting hard recently.
 
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gman666
In all seriousness... As an adult, I can't stress enough the importance of financial literacy. Take into consideration some kind of small investment you can grow over time. Also, just because people tell you to specialize in your college education and career, doesn't mean you should specialize your knowledge. Learn as much as you can regardless of the people that will say it is useless. Also, cheer up kid.
 
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H1B1Esquire
If you want to be a rapper, you can't give a fuck. Look at Six-Nine, Ghostemane, $uicideboys, Rich Chigga, and so on--they http://do.not.give.a.fuck.net and that's where the scene is.

If you are a rapper who gives a fuck, you'll have to work hard to r e a l l y understand words, grammar, innuendos, hooks, etc,:



PS, for some reason, that site links to Armani French Connection....i guess they don't give a fuck?
 
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V
this blog is just making me more stressed out being a freshman.
 
J
Don't worry! You always got the Temp!

Oh...wait...
 
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WeedZ
You had me until the part about going to college and becoming a rapper. Seriously though, you're too young to go through a mid life crisis.
 
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Kioku
Stress is stress. No matter the age. Quit looking so far back and so far forward. Take into account what's happening today.
 
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lisreal2401
You haven't graduated and you're worried?

Take it from someone who dropped out of high school in freshmen year and is 21. I'm still young as fuck.
 
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The Catboy
Something I learned very quickly is that life doesn't wait for you to catch up and you can move forward if you have two feet firmly planted in the past.
 
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CallmeBerto
Ah highschool, looking back on it now I can say I really enjoyed it overall.

The last 2 years is when I went through a lot of life changes and started to come into my own as a person. Got my first job, was taking aftenon classes became really social for a bit and learned a lot about myself.

Yeah I do miss it a bit. Like you said you won't be able to hang out with your friends as much as they will be busy with their own lives such as school, family, work etc.

For college there are many sport teams and other activities that you can do. Plus all your extra freedom is amazing. Enjoy it kid...life is just starting to get interesting.
 
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sarkwalvein
You forgot the part when you will get old and sick. And then one day you will die, and you will be put into a sad grave. In the beginning your family will perhaps visit and put flowers into it, but then they will just forget. Later they will die too, one day the graveyard will be forgotten, the graves will be torn apart by the time, eroded by the wind, to the point nobody could tell them apart from the ground around them. Countries will change, new ones will be created, old ones may disappear. New civilisations will arise and others will be gone. People will forget about you, about your family, about your country. And then one day the sun will explode into a red star, and the Earth will be gone, the graveyard and your grave, long forgotten, will turn into cosmic dust... And no one will care.
 
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Lucifer666
You'll definitely miss childsplay with friends, but trust me when I say that you'll never miss being in high/secondary school, LOL. Uni is 10x better, especially if you find a good group of people to surround yourself with. Take it all 1 step at a time, I'm getting my degree in a few months and I'll be out in the big wide world of full-time work, and honest to god I've got no clue what I'm doing. Don't expect to have your sh** together all at once. You'll be OK.
 
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Mark McDonut
Dude my twenties were awesome, I played in bands, went on tour, met tons of awesome people and I'm coasting through my 30's now (37) It's all about perspective and the fun you choose to have.
Everyone needs to work and will get old and die, but it's the fun we have in between is where the good comes from.
I mean you're gonna die anyway, make the best of what you have while it's still here and appreciate the people you care about while they're still around.
Just hang in there and you'll mellow out as you grow older, I was a pretty anxious teenager myself but I'm finding my nook.
 
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