I JUST WANNA FUCKING CRY

Okay. So im in grade 11 and its almost the end of my school year. Next year ill be in grade 12. Im starting to look back to when i was in grade 8 and had nothing to worry about and had a ton of shit to do. And im also looking towards the future where i start my life as a adult and do all this stuff.The times change. I will miss my times where i met new freinds. The times i had the time of my life. The time where i faced serious problems and fixed em no matter what. After i graduate, i know all my freinds will either stay or move somewhere far to do their ambitions or continue education somewhere and probaly barely talk or run into them. I will look back and wish i could relive my childhood. I will have to soon go to college to be something like a sound producer or become a rapper. I will marry and have children in my future. I will own my own house and property. I will do stuff every adult does. I just wanna cry about the future after graduation and my childhood and teen years.