what the hell have I got

uh, this is a serious blog entry, although the tone I wrote it in doesn't seem like so

I'm fucking weird. the end. but the thing is, not a single person (not even my 'internet psychologist' xkitten/fiver who literally knows me inside out) seems to know why... yes, I'm autistic, but I've not seen a few specific traits in ANYONE ELSE except maybe @MoonlightCapital ??

basically:
  • this whole obsession thing, well, I'm not sure why i'm like this... again as mentioned I know no one with a similar issue except Moonlight. I'm really love Chiruno and also can't stop listening to certain vgm especially those of sonic CD and touhou6 atm. yes, they are good soundtracks but I never got them out of my head. plus, I'm lately splattering Chiruno all over the place, calling people nineball as an insult, etc. it's almost an exact copy of how I was last year (if not the same) with cammy white - yes those dark time are still remember by me.
feel free to disregard this as me rambling but uh, I'd personally like some actual help figuring out what the hell I have, whether it's some sort of rare or common condition, a trait in autistic people, etc....

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@leon315 Because you're not clearly communicating what you want to say and acting like everyone's an idiot for not understanding what you mean. Think out your responses before posting.
 
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Well, kids nowdays are always so triggered and always pretend to say last words, of my advice is not helpful, can you just ignoring it?
 

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