I will not be pleased if this gets closed, but Chary said that I could talk to her when I was feeling down, after I asked to be banned for two weeks. she said she saw it in the mod logs. I needed to talk with her, and obviously she's not completely absent if she can respond to a totk review. that makes me incredibly upset. I already mentioned in several posts that what's pissed me off in the scenes is being treated like I was nothing, like on both place and repack. I came here for the same reasons as those two places, I came here because you all believed in me. my goal was to make the site or sites as good as they could be. I'm sorry if you don't see that. just ban me if you feel like I've caused problems. this is the reasons why I feel like quitting. why did I even devote this sort of time if no one cares? that's how some of you have made me feel. if this is closed, I won't bother the site anymore.