what the hell have I got

uh, this is a serious blog entry, although the tone I wrote it in doesn't seem like so

I'm fucking weird. the end. but the thing is, not a single person (not even my 'internet psychologist' xkitten/fiver who literally knows me inside out) seems to know why... yes, I'm autistic, but I've not seen a few specific traits in ANYONE ELSE except maybe @MoonlightCapital ??

basically:
  • this whole obsession thing, well, I'm not sure why i'm like this... again as mentioned I know no one with a similar issue except Moonlight. I'm really love Chiruno and also can't stop listening to certain vgm especially those of sonic CD and touhou6 atm. yes, they are good soundtracks but I never got them out of my head. plus, I'm lately splattering Chiruno all over the place, calling people nineball as an insult, etc. it's almost an exact copy of how I was last year (if not the same) with cammy white - yes those dark time are still remember by me.
feel free to disregard this as me rambling but uh, I'd personally like some actual help figuring out what the hell I have, whether it's some sort of rare or common condition, a trait in autistic people, etc....

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B
Try listening to other soundtracks. Sonic CD is good, but it's not healthy to work that sucker to death and do double time on your mind.
 
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Coolsonickirby
Human Nature, that's all there is to it. I get obsessed with something like a song or something else, then I move on. Some people don't want to move on because they like/love it a lot, and that's not bad (Well, except for drugs, cigars, or anything bad).
 
Catsinabucket
For me I tend to go through phases of being obsessed with my different hobbies (collecting, usually) purely because it makes me feel excited, and feeling excited = wanting more of. Although I'm not sure if that's the same thing
 
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HamBone41801
In this case, its just human nature. However in more mid-to-low-functioning autistic children, its not uncommon to see them latch on to one particular thing. its really rather interesting. a small amount of them end up forming insane talents based on those obsessions.
 
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TotalInsanity4
The "obsession" thing is what is called "hyper-fixation," which is a pretty common trait among most autists. If it bothers you, you can try branching out your interests a bit, but otherwise if you enjoy what it is you're fixated on I really don't see why there would be a problem.
 
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leon315
Seems tc is not clever enough to see my joke....

And how dare you call my great wisdom" trolling " all I said /wrote were pure white gold!
 
plasturion
I have the same thing, sometimes i listen some track over and over again and don't get bored. Is that mean that I'm autistic or maybe acustic? Maybe try to find some girl with similar voice and she take you out from everything. I bet you're acustic.
 

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