As I have said in my other blog(s) That basically, I would act how I feel, and what not. Stop wearing a mask, etc, etc. Well, I got sorta a dilemma, I find comfort in the feeling of Melancholy-ness, it feels natural, Home, Comforting even. It’s like, I want to let go, but I found/find comfort in it, in sadness.
You might not understand what this feels like, but it’s like, Wanting to hold onto something, that you know you shouldn’t? (best way I can explain it.)
I found it comforting being lonely I guess, maybe because that’s all I felt? Now I don’t know how to feel?
Heh the phrase “I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic ”
In essence is what I feel.
And “I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free ”
It felt good to cry, I didnt do it often, but it felt good, to let go of everything.
To let it go.
You might not understand what this feels like, but it’s like, Wanting to hold onto something, that you know you shouldn’t? (best way I can explain it.)
I found it comforting being lonely I guess, maybe because that’s all I felt? Now I don’t know how to feel?
Heh the phrase “I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic ”
In essence is what I feel.
And “I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free ”
It felt good to cry, I didnt do it often, but it felt good, to let go of everything.
To let it go.