How to mess everything up by thinking with your dick: By LittleFlame

Known this girl for about 7 years now, good friends. Long time friends we're pretty chill with each other, both old animefags and huge music buffs, same music taste compatibility there but we're both in agreement that everything would be so much better if we're just gonna stay pals because especially at this age dating is actual hell and inevitably break us apart.

Except she moved from Rotterdam to all the way to the other side of the country in Leeuwarden about 2 years back, so of course we don't talk as much anymore and definitely don't see each other a lot at all considering we're both busy and the train ride to is about 3.5 hours and then back which timewise makes it exhausting and then we both need to have time which is also a rarity.

But yesterday was the day my dudes. Was gonna see her for the first time in 6 months to just kinda chill all day, train to Leeuwarden had an outage at Arnhem and it couldn't go further, fair enough don't be discouraged managed to get to Zwolle and got over there that way.

After that initial bollocks rest of the day was fun enough, got some coffee. grabbed something to eat. went to her place and just watched some Netflix and had a few drinks in the evening, y'know the usual normie shit.
'til around 6 she said "I'm gonna go put something else on" at which point I jokingly remarked "psh don't even have to leave to room for that, c'mon gimme a show" which in hindsight should never have worked
Basically like friendzone lvl 99 at that point to be honest.
So as all that goes down I exclaim "Extra thicc" 'cuz she got da booty tho ifyouknowwhatimean
At which point perfect fucking timing we hear the door, her mum has left the building.

The mood is palpable.

We're staring in each other's eyes, we're slightly drunk.
We made out.

Now I dunno about you lot but if you decide that while you do have chemistry it'd be better off to stay friends then it's probably a very VERY VERY terrible idea to start making out with said friend.

Hormones are god-damn bullshit I didn't want this shit, now one of us is gonna overthink this, I'm writing a blogpost about this so it's probably me and that's gonna ruin everything and it's gonna be one of those awkward friendships that you don't wanna break off because you two work well together but now whenever ya see each other it's just gonna be like an "ohhhhhhh no"

By the grace of god her mum came back quite quick so it was nothing more than Second Base before it's like There goes gravity back to reality "oh shit we both did that"

there were not many words spoken after that, it was another hour of awkward movie watching on world's tiniest laptop and then I just kinda went home as she dropped me off at the trainstaton

I screamed internally the entire way home.


EDIT: WE TALKED IT THROUGH AND CAME TO AN AGREEMENT THAT WE SHOULD NOT DATE AT LEAST NOT FOR NOW WE CAN ALL GO HOME NOW

I can never watch American Ultra again.
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It'll be ok. Just take the lead and don't let it get weird. The car ride was awkward but eventually you'll probably just laugh about it in hindsight.
 
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I'm in total agreement with Weedz you should just go for it and see what happens. Life is too short to live with regrets and trust me if you just stay friends with her you will regret it later on down the line.

Take it from me I was in the exact same position as you when i was in my teens and here i am at the age of 41 regretting what could have been all those years ago.
 
that was kinda weird

with "I screamed internally the entire way home." screamed internally? i guess you really wanted to scream lol
 
DUDE, THE ONLY mistake you made was why the fuck you waited 7 gooddamn years to fu'er?? 1-2 weeks is far enough to see if you can bring a grill to bed...
 
gg wp done goofed,

in all seriousness she’d probably respect it more if you tried to talk it through first.
@leon315 that’s purely subjective my dude. some people respect a friendship over their hormones,
 
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Making out doesn't have to mean anything. If you're both in agreement that it meant nothing then it should be fine. Not that I'm an expert. :P
 
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I'm siding with you on this one man. It sounds like you don't want anything romantic so I'd say it's no use forcing something you dont want. Of course I'm about 3 years younger than you so I'm just a stupid kid, but still, you were drunk, it was an accident, and you regret it. If you didn't regret it, then maybe my verdict would be different but it isn't.
 
B
but what am I going to do with these fanfictions now?
 
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