And I don't know what do to, and I hope that a blog is appropriate for venting my deeply impacted feelings. I hate to unload on the Temp regarding this matter, but tonight, I leaned absolutely horrific news regarding a good fox owner friend of mine. I spent time at my parent's house only to receive horrific hellish news from another friend on Facebook, the person in question....decided that amidst her silent suffering, unbeknownst to her friends int he fox community, that taking her own life was the best option. I don't pass judgment on her, nor do I bear any resentment as I cannot and do not attest to know the state of her mind, but, no one ever suspected of her having deep issues that needed resolving. That being said, I'm very badly shaken up, my body is in a state of utmost shock and my tears flowing like an out-of-control flood. If anything, I need to vent, I need a sounding board, and I don't know what to think right now, other than the fact I've lost a close friend, and it hurts, it hurts like hell. Will I be able to overcome this, yes, but it will take time, how much, I don't know, but it really makes one think on the frailties or mortality. I need to vent, and I thank you for taking the time to read my latest news.
My heart has sunken, and I am about to cry again. I admit that...I haven't exactly had the best track record on GBA Temp, or the fact that there are people that I unfortunately irk at times for one reason or another, but I wanted to say that I'm not the best at pouring out my heart, but I need to get this out in the open, as I don't want to bottle this up. I never expected someone as sweet and amazing as her to take her own life.
My heart has sunken, and I am about to cry again. I admit that...I haven't exactly had the best track record on GBA Temp, or the fact that there are people that I unfortunately irk at times for one reason or another, but I wanted to say that I'm not the best at pouring out my heart, but I need to get this out in the open, as I don't want to bottle this up. I never expected someone as sweet and amazing as her to take her own life.
