I want this to be a serious discussions, so please, bear with me. 
I've been thinking a lot, and have had way too many negative thoughts on my mind as of late, this is most assuredly not healthy in any stretch of the imagination. As such, I need to some venting, I've been way too negative and I've been acting very foolish lately, more so than I normally am, and it's driven me to tears. I don't know what it is, or what I've done, but lately, I seem to be on the bad side of many people on here, and believe me, this is not my intent, I really hate thinking I've angered someone or somehow made said people hate my guts. I believe it boils down to being too hard on myself, lack of self-confidence and just not thinking before I post. It's pathetic, and I've no excuse, I just...don't know what triggers these thoughts, or why I act so stupidly like this, and it's something I really really wish I could undo. But I can't dwell in the past, I need to learn from it, and move on.
What do you guys think I should do, to be more positive and outgoing as far as viewing things in a more positive light. The very idea or thought I might have upset someone or several people, is something I hate bearing to do, and while it's impossible to be friends with every single person, I at least wish to be on their good side, you know? Sometimes I wish I knew why I was so hard on myself, why I'm so sensitive, and why I take things the wrong way.
I've been thinking a lot, and have had way too many negative thoughts on my mind as of late, this is most assuredly not healthy in any stretch of the imagination. As such, I need to some venting, I've been way too negative and I've been acting very foolish lately, more so than I normally am, and it's driven me to tears. I don't know what it is, or what I've done, but lately, I seem to be on the bad side of many people on here, and believe me, this is not my intent, I really hate thinking I've angered someone or somehow made said people hate my guts. I believe it boils down to being too hard on myself, lack of self-confidence and just not thinking before I post. It's pathetic, and I've no excuse, I just...don't know what triggers these thoughts, or why I act so stupidly like this, and it's something I really really wish I could undo. But I can't dwell in the past, I need to learn from it, and move on.
What do you guys think I should do, to be more positive and outgoing as far as viewing things in a more positive light. The very idea or thought I might have upset someone or several people, is something I hate bearing to do, and while it's impossible to be friends with every single person, I at least wish to be on their good side, you know? Sometimes I wish I knew why I was so hard on myself, why I'm so sensitive, and why I take things the wrong way.
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