I had my first crush two years ago, I made her laugh a lot, we ended up chatting, the chatting evolved into meetings, the meetings into kisses and eventually I asked her out and we were an... okay couple I guess, until well... some cheats happened and I told her to basically go fuck herself c:.
As of today we still talk from time to time and when she comes to the island I live on summer we use to hang out sometimes.
And no, I'm not prepared for another relationship nor I'm not looking for one