It's not my problem if you lack imagination, let alone the will to look up and research the names and references I drop. Everyone's got a local Library and University from which they can get loans and inter library loans, and there is much content available on the internet, such as this gem that I uploaded the other day, I ordered it from a University for $120 for the sake of getting the information out there and shared.
That said, as much as I like to pick fun on you kids, you really don't understand the depth of unhappiness which you are all swimming in. It would be a stretch to call your selves "gay" because none of you strike me as particularly happy. You get a whole month as a holiday, the whole world cheers you on, you can have your marriage and gay cake to, homo erotica in main stream entertainment and commercials, you can have it all, but still deep in your heart you know that still something is lacking, or perhaps something has been added that shouldn't be there.