As someone who has dabbled myself in thoughts of a suicidal nature, I've developed quite an opinion on the matter. First of all, its a misconception that if you are suicidal you must be either mentally ill or chemically imbalanced. Some people legitimately have cause to kill themselves, they are simply unhappy due to legitimate circumstances.
Two examples of such: You are a soldier, you have been captured and are being tortured. There is no hope you will ever be free, the only thing you have to look forward to is enduring more torture and then eventually they will decide to kill you. If you get the chance, you
should kill yourself in that scenario. There is no reason to endure that pain when there is no hope and a way out of that situation.
The second example would be loss on a large scale. Your family was just murdered in front of your eyes, your spouse, your children, they are gone. Your job falls apart because you snap due to the trauma, you can no longer pay bills and will likely end up on the street, friendships mean nothing to you in a world without the ones you love. That person has a legitimate claim to killing them self. One could honestly say their life will only get progressively worse, it not a sure thing, but its a safe bet.
My personal opinion on suicide is that it is a personal choice. If you are unhappy with your life... and I'm not talking about some teenage angst bullshit where your hormones are raging and your mind is undeveloped, I would recommend that a depressed teenager stick it out, as chances are they will feel differently in a few years. But if you are unhappy with your life as an adult, and you legitimately feel it will not ever get better, as much as everything else is a choice in this world (IE you can choose to do nothing with your life and waste it, choose to live dangerously, etc); whether you live or die should be your choice as well.
We are forced into this world, not given a choice in any regard as to what our life will be like, who our parents will be, how it will all turn out, or if you even would have chosen to be born in the hypothetical situation where you had that sort of choice. The least one should be able to choose is their own destiny.
Now some will say, and many have, that suicide is selfish, that it would potentially destroy your family and friends. This is true, it is selfish in that respect. There is no two ways about it, you are making a decision for you in that scenario, and no one else. However, you know what else is selfish? Asking, forcing, or guilt tripping someone into continuing life when they are legitimately unhappy and (within the correct scenario) that likely not ever improving.
It is just as selfish for one person to say to another
"You can't kill yourself, because it would destroy me", as it is for that person to commit suicide and do so. Because in either side of that scenario, you are putting your feelings ahead of someone else. You are telling them
"You need to stay alive regardless of how bad you feel, because it keeps me from feeling bad", which is just as backwards when you truly consider it.
A side note, if I may: I
do think it is entirely selfish to kill yourself in a particularly gruesome fashion. Someone has to find your body. Your grotesque blood covered, excrement smelling corpse. Brain matter splattered against the wall, blood pouring from your eyes, etc. I am painting a particularly gory picture to dissuade everyone from doing it in that fashion. Someone will find you, probably a loved one, and that will haunt them for the rest of their lives. You may not care once you are dead, but try and be considerate of others while you aren't.
I am not necessarily advocating suicide, I think in most cases your life would probably improve at some point, but there are some people who have a legitimate claim to doing so. It isn't always a matter of simple depression. If you lose your arms and legs in an explosion you certainly have a case for taking your own life; but if you are just a manic depressive, get some meds, you aren't
really sad, you are just being told you are by chemical responses.
I will leave you on an excerpt I read in a Superman comic recently (Superman issue #701, for anyone who is interested), in which Superman attempted to talk a suicidal individual down from a ledge when he could have stopped her in an instant. Making her a promise that he would not intervene if she made her choice:
QUOTE said:
"A friend of mine, many years ago, took her life. She was terminally ill, every day she was in agony, and she decided one day that she knew-- knew without question-- that she would never have another happy day. And see... well, I guess you could say she checked out early. I understood, I didn't approve, I still don't, but I understood.
If you honestly believe, in your heart of hearts, that you will never, ever have another happy day... then step out into the air. I'll keep my promise, I won't stop you.
But if you think there's a chance-- no matter how small-- that there might just be one more happy day out there-- --then take my hand."
Words to live by, I think.