I'm not going into FULL detail about why I type God does exist. However, I will type around 2-3 paragraphs to back-up my claim.
For starters I was a Catholic before switching categories into Christain. My belief in God as when I was Catholic student didn't presuade me from my wicked ways which I was very VERY wicked. I didn't care who the hell God was since mostly in Catholic school you was mostly hearing about Jesus! The Apostle Creed is a great example about Jesus being engraved in my mindset as far as knowing HIS works. Let I said, I didn't know who God was or why did he exist. Even though my mother had bought those VHS videos about the popular Bible stories from Jesus's Birth to New Creation...that still didn't open up my eyes. I was a badass and didn't care about Jesus nor God. I can go to Church on Sundays while joining choirs singing in HIS presense while thinking of evil thoughts. No student in Catholic school wanted to be my friend which I was mostly an outcast then again why should I?! All Catholic students from what I saw are prideful, arrogant, and FUCKING back-stabbers!! They don't got your back when you're feeling depressed, heck they leave you dwelling in your own misery while they enjoy their day. That showed me how can God exist when there's so much evil in this world?!
When I got out from that mess, I went to Jr. High School aka Prison. I was depressed and suicidal which made me mostly a victim from bastards who let to bully on people's anguish. I had attempted to choke myself one time and the students were CHEERING, Laughing, and ROOTING for a helpless soul to die! A security officer prive my hands from my neck, called my mother and report that I was suicidal. To me, I didn't care...where the hell was Jesus or God when I was going through my dark times? After that episode, I talk to my father about it...he didn't help much even though he was born again. My mother kind of soothe the tension in my life. While still at that school, it taught me that my feelings expresses more than my actions. So I became happy, cheerful, positive during 7th and 8th grade. It did help since my attitude was more brighter, I hope for the best and did my best. I had one friend from there and still is his friend till this day. I went to a High School to where its droprate is 40% due to a lot of studying and exams. I passed from with an B average.
When I got inside my father's life, he showed me how this God changed his life. To me I still question how did that happened, to me it must be God since most fathers who change their lives don't even see his first son till he's like 18 or 21. My father came back to my life at the age of 13. So I only knew him about 7-9 years which given me insight how he acts and how he's related to me. Even though we don't have many similiarities, he does help me when he can. He has help me many times when I was about to get kick out from my mother's apartment TWICE. He paid my cell phone bill when I had no money and despite his mistakes. He still willing to call me his son even at this age right now 23. He calls me and tells me I'm going to become someone great.
The reason why I believe God exist is because he can anyone's life turn around completely despite if they were drug dealers, murderers, sex abusers, theives, and even God haters. I mean when I realize that HE does exist, HE started to show me the Favor, Honor, Grace, Glory, Mercy, and Power he gives to people who believes in his son, Jesus. It took me awhile and I'm not without fault here. I do sin, however I pray for forgiveness. God still around us, its how the person percoeve their belief on Him. No one has a clear, it just goes by faith.